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I feel conflicted.

 

I wouldn't be married to Marci without DGN. I probably never would have started DJingn without DGN (it's how Kat knew who I was, and she gave me my first booking), so so so many good friends developed because of DGN. Hell, a friend is dating someone I introduced her to that I knew from DGN. A lot of appreciation for the impact that creation had on my life.

 

I had a falling out with Troy, one that I don't think was ever repairable, years ago. This is a weird one to process, because without Troy there's so much that I love about life that I wouldn't have 

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2 minutes ago, Raev said:

I feel conflicted.

 

I wouldn't be married to Marci without DGN. I probably never would have started DJingn without DGN (it's how Kat knew who I was, and she gave me my first booking), so so so many good friends developed because of DGN. Hell, a friend is dating someone I introduced her to that I knew from DGN. A lot of appreciation for the impact that creation had on my life.

 

I had a falling out with Troy, one that I don't think was ever repairable, years ago. This is a weird one to process, because without Troy there's so much that I love about life that I wouldn't have 

I understand the conflicted feelings. I wouldn't be living where I am at if it wasn't for DGN. I wouldn't have my husband or child. I am thankful for what he provided the community. 

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It feels weird having to do everything on the fly.  I used to have a day set aside each week where I took care of personal things, but once these appointment runs ramped up, I am doing good to actually make it back to my futon before I pass out.

 

:scooter: Well, got to run...

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2 minutes ago, Raev said:

I feel like that if I knew how much discomfort and pain would follow getting my vasectomy, I may not have done it.

 

But I'm being whiny right now, might feel different next week 

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Not great. Dr’s office are kicking their heels about calling my insurance. “Prior authorization” is such a stupid concept. I shouldn’t have to fill my Rx every 7 days instead of every 30. I live 20 mins from town and gas is ridiculous. I’m annoyed, and in a lot of pain. All my joints feel like fire. Walking feels like I’m barefoot on gravel even tho the floor is smooth. Being corporal is stupid.

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