So Troy's A Pervert - Video

[Troy Spiral (13)]

Better run. Not sure if I'm talking to you or to myself. Pretty nervous about this.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Troy Spiral (13)]

 

[TronRP]

Dude, to be honest, I thought you were about to say you just found out you were gay...which still, in my mind's view, wouldn't change who you are as I know you.  Maybe I'm just blindly naive, but I see nothing odd about this.  Honestly, I feel that people addicted to "selfies" are scarier than anything else.

Edited May 6, 2019 by TronRP

[Echo]

Do whatever makes you happy, life is too short.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

On 5/5/2019 at 11:53 PM, Echo said:

Do whatever makes you happy, life is too short.

Funny thing is I've been hearing that since I was a child.  Took me all this time to start buying into it. 

On 5/5/2019 at 11:49 PM, TronRP said:

Dude, to be honest, I thought you were about to say you just found out you were gay...which still, in my mind's view, wouldn't change who you are as I know you.  Maybe I'm just blindly naive, but I see nothing odd about this.  Honestly, I feel that people addicted to "selfies" are scarier than anything else.

 Mostly due to a really old-school christian upbringing.  When I say old school I don't mean say... "serious christians"  I mean...  there is no room for this kinda stuff AT ALL.  

I got messaged by several people who are christians with no real issue with this which I was in shock of. 

 

One couple I know just online messaged me explaining how they work it into their christianity.  I actually spent many hours reading about "Christian Kinksters" yep its a thing. 

But that would not be any of my biological family.  Pre-car accident I would have told them all to go fuck themselves if I had the feeling I do now.  But when you are stuck living with one (for now) it's very different.  But still... fuck it. 

 

I've heard about 50 "coming out" stories from mostly gay men , the way they describe it sounds similar to the feeling I seem to have now that I didn't have at the time I made that video.   I'm sure something like being gay is much different but the connection between how they described being open about their homoxexuality feels so much like this dones.

 

I feel much more "free" now.  If i lose friends over it (or family) good riddance.   About the only biological family I have that would really hurt to lose would be my mother, who despite really judging me for it badly isn't going to disown me over it.   

 

I'm actually kinda frustrated that I didn't lose a few key people that have long been kind of a pain in my ass.  Those people actually (the three people I'm thinking about) actually all had either neutral or positive things to say.   

[Troy Spiral (13)]

After i hit "public" on that video I hid out for like 4 hours thinking... nope don't wanna see what people have to say I think I'll die of embarrassment.   hah.  Then my curiosity took over.

 

That video is currently performing better than any video ever has in its first 48 hours.   Where the new subscribers are coming from I'm not quite sure since no one in the comments is new.  

[TronRP]

1 hour ago, Troy Spiral said:

After i hit "public" on that video I hid out for like 4 hours thinking... nope don't wanna see what people have to say I think I'll die of embarrassment.   hah.  Then my curiosity took over.

 

That video is currently performing better than any video ever has in its first 48 hours.   Where the new subscribers are coming from I'm not quite sure since no one in the comments is new.  

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Man...to be honest, I actually thought you were already into this, especially with the scene that was going on at City Club when I first started going in 2012.  I saw my first real life Collar and Leash couple while attending a Steampunk Expo in 2010, but I had watched movies that showed BDSM elements since the start of the Hellraiser days.  I actually thought it was normal.

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