Disgusted with the human race.....

[Homicidalheathen]

I left the bar last night with someone on here and had one of the worst experiences of my life.

I am going to say bye for awhile.

Wish I had never invited him to join this board because now I feel funny on here.

[Daevion]

what happened?

[Brenda Starrr]

Windy, what's wrong?!

[Homicidalheathen]

Lets just say I feel old, unwanted....unattractive and used, not to mention dumped. And I really tried hard too. I don't think I am all that bad but guess I must be. I won't be on but if anyone wants to talk to me as I am very depressed I will leave my messenger on today.

[Msterbeau]

Lets just say I feel old, unwanted....unattractive and used, not to mention dumped.  And I really tried hard too.  I don't think I am all that bad but guess I must be.  I won't be on but if anyone wants to talk to me as I am very depressed I will leave my messenger on today.

That sucks. What's with the insensitive people this week?????

[The_Dark]

This week?

[TomCat]

insensitive people suck. XOXO

[Brenda Starrr]

People think I'm crazy for finding the sensitive type sexy. I was married to insensitivity. I won't tolerate that type of behavior anymore.

Much love to you, Windy

[TomCat]

Yeah, I was married to pure sociopathic evil once too. That really sucked. I'm only hafe as sweet and half as funny now as I used to be. If you can imagine that.

[Onyx]

I can relate. Being a hermit sounds pretty good to me too.

[Daevion]

damn...that really sux. what did he do sneak out the window while you were sleeping?

[Homicidalheathen]

Well someone called and appoligized but.....I thought we were at least freinds and if any of you know me you know I am very good to my freinds and always try to be polite.

I don't know if he is worth the effort anymore.

I know most people on here think $Dave is kinda out there but he was looking out for me last night and I shoulda listened to him as usual.

And Mark and Brenda are good people too. I do have some good freinds on here and don't want to lose touch but am depressed and just need to refocus for awhile.

[kellygrrrrrl]

Do not fret.

Besides, What goes around comes around.

Being a hermit is not that bad. Keeps ya outta trouble..... :erm

This is where having "good" friends comes in...

[wheresmypiggy]

damn...that really sux. what did he do sneak out the window while you were sleeping?

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I've done that before. Actually kinda recently. Not out the window but damn was it hard sneaking out of the house...

HH people suck. We do things for reasons we can't even understand. But lets face it. We are each our own unique individuals, even when we don't feel beautiful, loved, special someone out there thinks we are. I know condolences and sympathy don't help but just remember. The better person you are the better eventually it will make you feel.

Don't let a small group of silly people ruin life for you. Its long, unexpected and full of lots of mischief.

[The_Dark]

ahh, thanks.

[Shade Everdark]

Well.

I usually tend to shy away from discussions like these, but I'll say this:

By all means, take a few days off. Don't stay away though, we all want you back.

[Brenda Starrr]

What Shade said! Don't let some bullshit keep you from being with those who actually care about you.

[Homicidalheathen]

Lilith and The Dark made me feel so much better.

I just feel like an dumb ass and am embarressed but I am sure my ego will heal.

Thanks for taking time to talk with me today I do think I can get over my embarressment enough to stay on....but it will hurt to see certain posts for awhile. =(

I feel like something is in the air this summer because people are sure acting strange and I think I am getting the blunt of everyone's frustration.

I am sure I am not the only one on here who has made a major fool of themselves over some flake and then was to humiliated to stay around.

I talk to lots of women who won't go to City any more because of a guy so if your all wondering about that man to woman ratio....I think it might be part of the problem. People just don't want to run into someone that has hurt them.

[torn asunder]

embarrassment is only your judgement of how things "should have" turned out - or of what "others" will think... screw them! things happen as they will, and then you move on, taking whatever knowledge you can from the experience. this is life... never be embarrassed for anything! you are you, and you can only do the best you know how - remember, you'll learn more from "mistakes" than anything else...

shuttin' up now... :fear

[DarkVampire]

Humans do indeed suck.

[soothsayer]

I wouldn't go as far as saying all humans suck, that's painting with a broad brush. Though, I do have a few on my shit list.

[Msterbeau]

Humans do indeed suck.

No no... Just paradox. :fear :whistling

[JaneDead]

embarrassment is only your judgement of how things "should have" turned out - or of what "others" will think... screw them! things happen as they will, and then you move on, taking whatever knowledge you can from the experience.  this is life... never be embarrassed for anything! you are you, and you can only do the best you know how - remember, you'll learn more from "mistakes" than anything else...

shuttin' up now...  :fear

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why shut up? you always have some of the most insightful things to say and a very good way of wording them so don't ever stop or shut up for that matter.

[DarkVampire]

No no... Just paradox.  :fear    :whistling

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LOL :laughing

[paradox]

true!