What kind of a man..

[Soulrev]

What kind of a man tolerates being used?

What kind of a man has been stabbed in the back, but still pushes on?

What kind of a man has his heart ripped and torn open, stomped on with no regret?

What kind of a man gives everything he has to other people just because they need help?

Even when they don't deserve it?

What kind of a man tries to forgive his best friend, for sleeping with his one and only love?

What kind of a man still manages to push on, to give, and give, even when the recipients take, and keep taking, and soon, start demanding things of him?

What kind of a man lives with such torment and abuse, dealt by so-called friends?

No man.

A man has died tonight.

R.I.P.

Brian Warner.

In his death a new man arises.

And all his half-life from this day forward shall revolve around one decree.

Fuck You.

Fuck everyone I know.

Fuck you for using me.

Fuck you for stabbing me in the back.

Fuck you for playing games on my once pure heart.

Fuck you for calling me your friend.

Fuck you for saying you love me.

Fuck you for breaking my trust.

Fuck you for lying to me.

Fuck you for existing.

Fuck you for taking from me.

Fuck you for acting like my friend.

Fuck you for acting like you want me.

I curse the day I met any of you. What once was pure, and solid, was tattered and blemished by you.

And now, you shall curse the day you met me.

I've given, and given, and given.

Never taking anything from any of you.

The line has finally been crossed.

Brian Warner had a breaking point, happy fucking birthday, you have finally done it.

Now he's fucked up.

Now he's going to show you how he feels.

Be glad this country has your asses protected.

For if it weren't for laws, you'd be dead by now.

But, finally, I would like to give something back to you, one last thing.

You forgot it was there..

The knife, you left in my back.

Burn in hell for what you have done to me and cry out to God when I issue my own judgement upon you.

Fuck

You.

[Soulrev]

p.s. - this doesn't apply to any of you here. All to the people, all the people, I know around here, at home.

Especially "friends" who bold faced lie to me, when looking me straight in the eyes.

All I ever wanted from anyone was the truth. As ugly as it may be I do not, will not tolerate being lied to, anymore.

I don't need to be lied to.

[Brenda Starrr]

Wow, Brian. What happened?

[Homicidalheathen]

Yah fuck em all I say. You go dude. Stick up for yourself.

[Lilith]

I can not tolerate a lier, i am one who if you ask me a question then i give you the honest answer no matter what, and i mean no matter what that answer might be.

I sympathasize with the hurt a lie can bring on, i have been there befor with friends and family. Because of this I have had a hard time trusting people so i only hold a select few close enough, to know enough. It is hard only having a few close firends but in the long run it is better that way and the friends i do have are worth so much and they too do not tolerate lies either.

Keep strong, do let people in but only a little at a time and do find that one special person to hold on too, friend or lover, they are out there. Dont seclude you self just seek those who are more like you.

biggg Hug

Lilith

[Scary Guy]

Yeah you know we're all here for you man. Come visit again soon.

Though you run into assholes wherever you go I guess. Finding true friends and people you can trust is a wonderful thing. With age comes wisdom and the ability to weed out the assholes from the people who would take a bullet for you.

[Head Wreck]

i can relate.

happened to me.

just dont get to angry chief. cool down.

see what you can salvage.

as for the so called friend... fuck em. you dont need shit like that

[Soulrev]

I would really like to come visit again soon but my current job has been restraining me from doing that.. Mostly because they keep making me work every damn weekend, even when they promised me at least 1 weekend off per month.. Well I'll talk to my boss about that. Hopefully I'll be out there again soon..

[gothicmom]

*hugs*

I'm sorry something crappy had to happen to you!!! I hope you feel better soon!