Song that describes your mood right now

[Paper Hearts]

Fuck forever~Babyshambles

(1st verse)

It's all and the same

It's all and the same

So what's the use between death and glory?

I can't tell between death and glory

Happy endings, no, they never bore me

Happy endings, they still don't bore me

But, they have a way...

A way to make you pay

And to make you tow the line

I sever the ties

Because I'm so clever

(But clever ain't wise)

And fuck forever

(If you don't mind)

Edited July 19, 2006 by Paper Hearts

[Gothmama25]

Another song that describes my mood right now is

"Easier To Run"

By Linkin Park

It's easier to run,

Replacing this pain with something numb,

It’s so much easier to go,

Then face all this pain here all alone,

Something has been taken from deep inside of me,

A secret I’ve kept locked away,

No one could never see,

Wounds so deep they never show,

They never go away,

Like moving pictures in my head,

For years and years they've played,

If I could change I would,

Take back the pain I would,

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would,

If I could stand up and take the blame I would,

If I could take all the shame to the grave I would,

If I could change I would,

Take back the pain I would,

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would,

If I could stand up and take the blame I would,

I would take all the shame into the grave,

It's easier to run,

Replacing this pain with something numb,

It’s so much easier to go,

Then face all this pain here all alone,

Sometimes I remember,

The darkness of my past,

Bringing back these memories,

I wish I didn’t have,

Sometimes I think of letting go,

And never looking back,

And never moving forward so,

There would never be a past,

If I could change I would,

Take back the pain I would,

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would,

If I could,

Stand up and take the blame I would,

If I could take all the shame into the grave I would,

If I could change I would,

Take back the pain I would,

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would,

If I could stand up and take the blame I would,

I would take all the shame into the grave,

Just washing it aside,

All of the helplessness inside

Pretending I don’t feel misplaced

It’s so much simpler than change!!!!!

It's easier to run!

Replacing this pain with something numb

It’s so much easier to go

Then face all this pain here all alone.........

It's easier to run!!

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's easier to go!!

If I could change I would,

Take back the pain I would,

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would,

If I could,

Stand up and take the blame I would,

I would take all the shame….

To the grave!

[Anathema]

Shelter Icon of Coil

I can find shelter in this world

I'm searching for another world where I feel safe

Edited August 3, 2006 by Anathema

[Paper Hearts]

Stealing Peoples' Mail-Dead Kennedys

[Gothmama25]

"I Hope You Die" - The Bloodhound Gang

You must die I alone am best!

I hope ya flip some guy the bird

He cuts you off and you're forced to swerve

In front of the Beatles' tour bus

A Bookmobile and a Mack truck

Hauling hazardous biological waste

The light turns red you have no brakes

And "Hard Copy" gets it all on tape

So you can see the look on your face

Die Die Die Die Die Die Die

Die Die Die Die Die Die Die

I hope your Pinto begins to spin

Takes out a disabled Vietnam Veteran

Mows down a Nobel Peace Prize Winner

And maybe some orphans having Christmas dinner

Perhaps even the British Royal Family

And the Rabbi that's clutching the bottle-fed puppy

And we can't forget the newlyweds

And those Jerry's Kids are as good as dead

I hope this helps to emphasize

I hope this helps to clarify

I hope you die

I hope your cellmate thinks he's God

But C.N.N. refer to him as "Bowling Ball Bag Bob"

Serving time again for abuse of a corpse

Only this time the victim's a Clydesdale horse

While he masturbates to photos of livestock

He does the "Silence of the Lambs" dance to Christian Rock

Eats feces and quotes from "Deliverance"

And fights with his imaginary playmate Vince

Die Die Die Die Die Die Die

Die Die Die Die Die Die Die

I hope he grins like Jack Nicholson

And forces you to play a game called "Balls On Chin"

And whatever happens next is all a blur

But you remember "fist" can be a verb

And when you finally regain consciousness

You're bound and gagged in a wedding dress

And the prison guard looks the other way

`Cause he's the guy ya flipped the bird the other day

I hope this helps to emphasize

I hope this helps to clarify

I hope you die

I hope you die

[Anathema]

curtain call ~ the damned

...

Three faces come alive

Try and focus and be one

never let it be said that

The jester comes undone

A wreckless gambling pace

With time enough to borrow

Time enough to measure

All of our tomorrows

Curtain call and light go dim

Tragedy, love all lie within

Each player takes his chance to play

And lives to fight another day

What boundries to cross

What chances for the taking

Stepping in the angels wake

Not to be foresaken

No more will I roam

Our childish dreams are soon outgrown

But here we stand

In our own theatreland

Curtain call

About to fall...

[Anathema]

this old apartment (only because we really are moving back into our old apartment which i miss so very much)

Broke into the old apartment

This is where we used to live

Broken glass, broke and hungry

Broken hearts and broken bones

This is where we used to live

Why did you paint the walls?

Why did you clean the floor?

Why did you plaster over

the hole I punched in the door?

This is where we used to live

Why did you keep the mousetrap?

Why did you keep the dishrack?

These things used to be mine

I guess they still are,

I want them back

Broke into the old apartment

Forty-two stairs from the street...

Edited August 6, 2006 by Anathema

[fever blister]

greenday-brain stew

[ssid67]

glycerine-bush

[LuluVox]

Antony & the Johnsons, "Bird Guhl"

I am bird girl

I am bird girl

I am bird girl

I am bird girl now

I got my heart

Here in my hands

I got my heart

Here in my hands now

I been searching

For my wings

I been searching

For my wings some time

I'm gonna be born

Gonna be born

Into soon the sky

I'm gonna be born

Into soon the sky

'Cause I'm a bird girl

And the bird girls go to heaven

I'm a bird girl

And the bird girls can fly

Bird girls can fly

Bird girls can fly

Bird girls can fly

[saechalyn]

Cuts You Up

Peter Murphy

I find you in the morning

after dreams of distant signs

you pour yourself over me

like the sun through the blinds

you lift me up

and get me out

keep me walking

but never shout

hold the secret close

I hear you say

You know the way

it throws about

it takes you in

and spits you out

when you desire

to conquer it

to feel you're higher

to follow it

you must be clean

with mistakes

that you do mean

move the heart

switch the pace

look for what seems out of place

Yeah on and on it goes

calling like a distant wind

through the zero hour we'll walk

cut the thick and break the thin

no sound to break no moment clear

when all the doubts are crystal clear

crashing hard into the secret wind

You know the way

it twists and turns

changing colour

spinning yarns

you know the way

it leaves you dry

it cuts you up

it takes you high

you know the way

it's painted gold

is it honey

is it gold

you know the way

it throws about

it takes you in

and spits you out

You know the way

it throws about

it takes you in

and spits you out

it spits you out

when you desire

to conquer it

to feel you're higher

to follow it

you must be clean

with mistakes

that you do mean

move the heart

switch the pace

look for what

seems out of place

And now I find

the special kind

you yourself

like sun through blinds

you lift me up

get me out

keep me walking

but never shout

It's o.k.

it goes this way

the line is thin

it twists away

cuts you up

it throws about

keep me walking

but never shout

[Anathema]

last night by the strokes

[saechalyn]

It makes you blind, it does you in

It makes you think you're pretty tough

It makes you prone to crime and sin

It makes you say things off the cuff

It's very small and made of glass

and grossly over-advertised

It turns a genius into an ass

and makes a fool think he is wise

It could make you regret your birth

or turn cartwheels in your best suit

It costs a lot more than it's worth

and yet there is no substitute

They keep it on a higher shelf

the older and more pure it grows

It has no color in itself

but it can make you see rainbows

You can find it on the Bowery

or you can find it at Elaine's

It makes your words more flowery

It makes the sun shine, makes it rain

You just get out what they put in

and they never put in enough

Love is like a bottle of gin

but a bottle of gin is not like love

Magnetic Fields, Love is like a bottle of gin

[SpidersMoment]

Gary Jules- Mad World

All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, Worn out faces

Bright and early for the daily races

Going nowhere, Going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, No expression

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows

No tomorrow, No tomorrow

Chorus

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take

When people run in circles its a very very

Mad World, Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good

Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday

And they feel the way that every child should

Sit and listen, Sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous

No one knew me, No one knew me

Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson

Look right through me, Look right through me

Chorus

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take

When people run in circles it's a very very

Mad World, Mad World

Enlargen your world

Mad World

(Yeah, you guessed it, i just got done watching Donnie Darko)

[FarrIL]

"Scars" by Papa Roach

Tear my heart open

I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us

The past is real.

I tear my heart open

Just to feel.

[phee]

Pressure - Fishbone

Fear is the curse and today's word is PRESSURE

Too long to count the worry and the strife

Speed Racer, Takin' in that PRESSURE

PRESSURE is the fear, PRESSURE is the tear

Twist that torcher, torch that PRESSURE

Burnin', verbal arm twisting, PRESSURE ear pinching

No remorse, no glory

I sit in the jail cell and I think about that PRESSURE

Thrive no jive, on this mess y'all

Female sittin' on my face, no Lord!

PRESSURE me, huh but nonetheless

This PRESSURE mess, PRESSURE mess is the best

PRESSURE

Is runnin', Runnin' out of time

Boy u better git your ass home quick

You shorly lie when you get high

On that PRESSURE, PRESSURE kick

PRESSURE!? PRESSURE!

PRESSURE!

PRESSURE!

PRESSURE!

PRESSURE when I sit down!

PRESSURE when I git up!

When I sleep at night

Nightmares make me fight PRESSURE

PRESSURE whin uhm vexed

PRESSURE whin I c mie x

Prayin' 4 a breather, but whenz it comin' next?

Oh this world, oh this PRESSURE!

PRESSURE hardened on me there's no help yeh!

It's the pear, It's the fear...PRESSURE!

Cheatin' out the fat man!

PRESSURE joke's only for the PRESSURE folks...

Fat man, livin' in a skinny land

PRESSURE is runnin'

Runnin' out of time

Boy u better git your asshole stitched (a fabricated cover-up)

You surely lie when you get high on this

PRESSURE! PRESSURE kick!

PRESSURE!

PRESSURE!

PRESSURE! PRESSURE!

When your hair's turnin' gray

PRESSURE tellin' you to take the gray away

Its' the fear of physical processes

It's the tear of scalp diggin' hair transplant bloodmesses

[bluelightningduo]

Smack my bitch up, Prodigy

Change my pitch up, smack my bitch up.

Change my pitch up, smack my bitch up.

Typically im a peaceful person, but my ex keeps calling (even after she called my parents and told them i knocked her up...not true shes not pregger) and stoppin by my place and even calls my friends. Making me not trust women in general and angry at them at the same time.

[Guest Game of Chance]

Fugazi - Instrument

That one is predetermined

That one, it finds another

This one comes in one window

Sliding out the other

We need an instrument to take a measurement

To find out if loss could weigh

We need to know value

We need to place value

In case it all comes true

Could it be loss could weigh?

It's always they that's dying

But now it's we that's dying

So sooner comes the trying to understand that loss could weigh

We've been dragged through the fire

We bragged about that fire

But suddenly we're tired

Could it be that loss could weigh?

Loss could weigh

[LittleHarpy]

Stupid Girls by Pink

Stupid girl, stupid girls, stupid girls

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back

Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there

Laughing loud so all the little people stare

Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne

(Drop a name)

What happened to the dreams of a girl president

She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent

They travel in packs of two or three

With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees

Where, oh where, have the smart people gone?

Oh where, oh where could they be?

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back

Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back

Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

(Break it down now)

Disease's growing, it's epidemic

I'm scared that there ain't a cure

The world believes it and I'm going crazy

I cannot take any more

I'm so glad that I'll never fit in

That will never be me

Outcasts and girls with ambition

That's what I wanna see

Disasters all around

World despaired

Their only concern

Will they fuck up my hair

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back

Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back

Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

[interlude]

Oh my god you guys, I totally had more than 300 calories

That was so not sexy, no

Good one, can I borrow that?

[Vomits]

I WILL BE SKINNY

(Do ya thing, do ya thing, do ya thing)

(I like this, like this, like this)

Pretty will you **** me girl, silly as a lucky girl

Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!

Pretty would you fuck me girl, silly as a lucky girl

Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back

Push up my bra like that, stupid girl!

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back

Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back

Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Not the biggest Pink fan but this song just comes to mind. I'm on my laptop now sitting with my campus group...You try manning a table for your group next to giggly sorority girls who have nothing to talk about except how they're going to get a chemical peel and what their boyfriends do for them... REVOLTING!!! I'm sorry but I've had a problem with girls like that since I first watched Saved by the Bell when I was a kid...

Edited September 20, 2006 by LittleHarpy

[saechalyn]

i've been looking so long at these pictures of

you that i almost belive that they're real i've

been living so long with my pictures of you that

i almost believe that the pictures are all i can

feel

remembering you standing quiet in the rain as

i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as

the sky fell in holding you close how i always

held close in your fear remembering you

running soft through the night you were bigger

and brighter than the snow and

screamed at the make-believe screamed at the

sky and you finally found all your courage to

let it all go

remembering you fallen into my arms crying

for the death of your heart you were stone

white so delicate lost in the cold you were

always so lost in the dark remembering you

how you used to be slow drowned you were

angels so much more than everything oh hold

for the last time then slip away quietly open

my eyes but i never see anything

if only i had thought of the right words i could

have hold on to your heart if only i'd thought of

the right words i wouldn't be breaking apart all

my pictures of you

Looking So long at these pictures of you but i

never hold on to your heart looking so long for

the words to be true but always just breaking

apart my pictures of you

there was nothing in the world that i ever

wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart

there was nothing in the world that i ever

wanted more than to never feel the breaking

apart all my pictures of you

[DarkVampire]

Can you see me going down

I am screaming out loud

And the fear of god is in me now

Dissolve

In the moonshine

I leave no trace

My visions have gone

Far away from this place

They've dissolved

Can you see me going down

I am screaming out loud

And the fear of god is in me now

Dissolve

Dissolve

Dissolve

[bav]

Cuts You Up

</snip lyrics>

That's the first song I ever danced to.

[bav]

Kompressor (featuring MC Frontalot) - Rappers We Crush

wake up frontin' like i ain't hung over

read the paper, discover that the Germans have annexed grover,

cookie, kermie, piggie and all the rest

there ain't a single domestically controlled muppet left

is it a plot? some kind of conspiracy? my coffee is cold

there is a bitter taste to my cinnamon roll

i venture forth into the bright american day

my neighbor Mister Hess says "wie gehts?" and waves, I hurry away

get in my chrysler (whew). oh the dismay!

someone's replaced all of my Backstreet Boys with Kraftwerk tapes

all right, I'm freaked out, i hope it's a joke

i hear the ominous industrial churn of a two-stroke

engine -- the benz on my left? the bug on my right?

mein gott! a fleet of six trabants encroaching behind!

At the wheel of the lead Trabi, a visage of fear!

red'n'yellow eyes, black gloves gripping the steer!

And it dawns upon me, what chance have I got?

it's KOMPRESSOR, and he's chosen for crushing, mc frontalot

RAPPERS WE CRUSH, FINGERS TO DUST

KOMPRESSOR DIGEST VOCALS AND SPIT OUT MUSH

YOU TRY FRONT WITH RHYMES

STOLEN FROM THE JACKSON FIVE

ERASE YOUR TAPES AT NIGHT

YOU COWER FROM KOMPRESSOR MIGHT

But I don't wanna be crushed! Burried in fear! Left for töt!

Synthesizer might, tearing the rhymes right outta my throat!

Leave my car at the light and run, I make for the park

pursued by steel-toed jack-boots throwing sparks

as they march. And I can hear the gnashing of the yellow teeth

[DU KANNST NICHT HIDE, RAPPER GEEK]

I'm dodging german shepherds playing frisbee with hippies,

making hair-pin turns like horror movie heroines and slipping

back on my feet, his breath on my neck

it smells of baked infants and fried cheese [sCHLECHT!!]

run! you'll surely suffer crushing if you sit still

hop the chain-link to the abandoned wienerschnitzel

What did I do to deserve this? What was my crime?

Was it because I sampled Die Toten Hosen that one time?

And I'm reviewing my life cowered under a grease trap

the bootslap stepping ever closer with its click-clack

now he's here... now he's crouching down...

jaws creak open, ants start pouring out

and just when my flesh is about to get devoured

I wake up screaming, wrapped in the sour

sweat-stained sheets, it takes a minute to get up

stumble to the table, read the paper, clear my head up

still hurts, whu'd I drink all that goldschlager for?

business section: EM.TV bought Jim Henson Corp.

Edited October 2, 2006 by bav

[Anathema]

i write sins not tragedies ~ panic at the disco

Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,

and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words.

"What a beautiful wedding!, What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.

"Ah yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I chimed in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I chimed in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of hope.

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved

Well this calls for, a toast so, pour the champagne

Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved

Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne.

I chimed in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I chimed in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again..

I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No.

It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again..

[Shade Everdark]

"You're Not Here" - Yamaoka Akira

Blue sky to forever

The green grass blows in the wind, dancing

It would be a much better sight with you, with me

If you hadn't met me, I'd be fine on my own, baby

Never felt so lonely, then you came along

So now what should I do,

I'm strung out, addicted to you

My body aches, now that you're gone

My supply fell trough

Gladly gave me everything you had and more

You craved my happiness

When you made me feel joy it made you smile

But now I feel your stress

Love was never meant to be such a crazy afair, no

And who has time for tears

Never thought I'd sit around and cry for your love

'Till now

Oh, I feel your stress

Oh, who has time for tears

Oh, my baby

yeah yeah yeah-oh

yeah yeah yeah

yeah yeah yeah yeah-oh

I feel your stress