Song that describes your mood right now

[Rayne]

I know I just used this one last week ... but it's appropriate again:

Hybrid - If I Survive

Breathing shallow,

I'm slipping away

Hanging in the gallows,

I'm starting to pray

How careful it was planned,

to do away with me

So kill me if you can,

but words wont make me bleed

So what if I survive,

and live to tell the truth

Imagine their surprise,

to find me living and so very much alive

I'll find a new life and hide if I survive

But I swear your going down if I survive

I'll find a new life and hide, if I survive

I'll find my own place in time, if I survive

I'll learn to forget the crime, if I survive

But I swear your going down, if I survive

If I survive I'll tell on you

I'll find a new life and hide, if I survive

I'll find my own place in time, if I survive

I'll learn to forget the crime, if I survive

But I swear your going down, if I survive

If I survive I'll tell on you

[TearSandrille]

Walk Away - CXS

[saechalyn]

Cruxshadows- Winter born

Dry your eyes and quietly bear this pain with pride

For heaven shall remember the silent and the brave

And promise me, they will never see, the fear within our eyes

We will give strength to those who still remain

So bury fear for fate draws near and hide the signs of pain

With noble acts, the bravest souls endure the heart's remains

Discard regret, that in this debt a better world is made

That children of a newer day might remember, and avoid our fate.

And in the fury of this darkest hour we will be your light

You've asked me for my sacrifice and I am Winter born

Without denying, a faith is come that I have never known

I hear the angels call my name and I am Winter born

Hold your head up high-for there is no greater love

Think of the faces of the people you defend

And promise me, they will never see the tears within our eyes

Although we are men with mortal sins, angels never cry

So bury fear for fate draws near and hide the signs of pain

With noble acts, the bravest souls endure the heart's remains

Discard regret, that in this debt a better world is made

That children of a newer day might remember, and avoid our fate.

And in the fury of this darkest hour we will be your light

You've asked me for my sacrifice and I am Winter born

Without denying, a faith in God that I have never known

I hear the angels call my name and I am Winter born

And in the fury of this darkest hour

I will be your light

A lifetime for this destiny

For I am Winter born

And in this moment...

I will not run, it is my place to stand

We few shall carry hope

Within our bloodied hands

And in our Dying

We're more alive-than we have ever been

I've lived for these few seconds

For I am Winter born

And in the fury of this darkest hour

We will be the light

You've asked me for my sacrifice

And I am Winter born

Without denying, a faith in man

That I have never known

I hear the angels call my name

And I am Winter born

Within this moment now

I am for you, though better men have failed

I will give my life for love

For I am Winter born

And in my dying I'm more alive, than I have ever been

I will make this sacrifice for I am Winter born

[saechalyn]

Courtney Love- Violet

And the sky was made of amethyst

And all the stars were just like little fish

You should learn when to go

You should learn how to say no

Might last a day

Mine is forever

Might last a day

Mine is forever

When they get what they want

They never want it again

When they get what they want

They never want it again

Go on take everything

Take everything

I want you to

Go on take everything

Take everything

I want you to

And the sky was all violet

The more it gets violet more violence

And I'm the one with no soul

One above and one below

Might last a day

Mine is forever

Might last a day

Mine is forever

When they get what they want

When they never want it again

When they get what they want

When they never want it again

Go on take everything

Take everything

I want you to

Go on take everything

Take everything

I dare you to

I told you from the start

Just how this would end

When I get what I want

When I never want it again

Go on take everything

Take everything

I want you to

Go on take everything

Take everything

I want you to

Go on take everything

Take everything i want you to

Go on take everything

Take everything i want you to

Go on take everything

Take everything

Take everything

[QueenKoi]

right now it would have to be.

Garbage:I’m Only Happy when It Rains

I’m only happy when it rains

I’m only happy when it’s complicated

And though I know you can’t appreciate it

I’m only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad

And why it feels so good to feel so sad

I’m only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down,

pour your misery down on me

Pour your misery down,

pour your misery down on me

I’m only happy when it rains

I feel good when things are going wrong

I only listen to the sad, sad songs

I’m only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark

My only comfort is the night gone black

I didn’t accidentally tell you that

I’m only happy when it rains

You’ll get the message by the time I’m through

When I complain about me and you

I’m only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down

Pour your misery down on me pour your misery down

Pour your misery down pour your misery down

Pour your misery down on me pour your misery down

Pour your misery down pour your misery down

Pour your misery down on me pour your misery down

Pour your misery down

You can keep me company

As long as you don’t care

I’m only happy when it rains

You wanna hear about my new obsession?

I’m riding high upon a deep depression

I’m only happy when it rains

Pour some misery down on me

I’m only happy when it rains

Pour some misery down on me

I’m only happy when it rains

Pour some misery down on me

I’m only happy when it rains

Pour some misery down on me

I’m only happy when it rains

Pour some misery down on me ...

[saechalyn]

VNV Nation- Arena.

I've probably used this one before, it describes how I feel a lot of the time:

Before me plays the endless film

Relentless splinters I recall

Each living thing breathes life

Only sentiment remains

To liquid born, from patterns formed

The sand descends with blind intent

Where the river takes me will in time be revealed

I cannot turn my feelings down

Beyond my means to turn my thoughts around

Expressed in every word I'll ever speak

Brighter than all the stars combined

More than the waters, earth and sky

All that I wish and all that I dream

Above the waves with my hands raised

Dare the wind lay claim to me

Knowing somehow none could take me

Watching the sun come up in vain

The only reason I can find why I remained

The need to leave the point I came to again and again

It didn't matter how hard I tried

It took so long to claim that I knew how

Or what it meant to let go of this

To ever say goodbye

Call it destiny, call it fate

Chose my direction: running forward

Each life to learn anew, whatever, whatever may come

And I cannot turn my feelings down

Beyond my means to turn my thoughts around

Expressed in every word I'll ever speak

Brighter than all the stars combined

More than the waters, earth and sky

All that I wish and all that I dream

No creed on earth can replace or provide

In my darkest hour, the comfort I'd feel

Leading me to see I can be more than I expect of me

My beginning and my end

The first and last air that I breathe

More than the sum of everything that I will ever be

[DJ Nocker]

ThrowDown-Forever!

i know a thing or two about you. your bullshit attitude. you're fucking weak

and lemme tell you it shows right through. you don't know shit about me or my

friends. what they are what i am. so cut the shit and try not to pretend. you're

scared of who and what we are and so you question yourself. but your pride won't

let you show your fear to anyone else. you don't know me. so don't judge me. you

don't know you. you're too scared to. you think you know. why i'm here after all

these years. you wanna know? well i'll tell you fucking why. go. for myself. for

my friends. for my family. forever. i'll take this to the bitter end. you don't

know a single thing about me. just what my enemies say. well fuck them and fuck

you. that shit won't cut it today. be a fucking man and stand up to find the truth

in yourself. for yourself. by yourself and not from anyone else. you think you

know. why i'm here after all these years. you wanna know? well, i'll tell you

fucking why, go. so now where are you? i'm still here, i'm still proud and i

still know what it takes to be true. for myself. for my friends. for my family.

straight fucking edge. forever.

[Guest Megalicious]

I would never bother you

I would never promise to

I will never follow you

I will never bother you

Never say a word again

I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here

You won't be afraid of fear

No thought was put into this

I always knew it would come to this

Things have never been so swell

I have never felt failed to fail

Pain... (x3)

You know you're right (x3)

I´m so warm and calm inside

I no longer have to hide

Let's talk about someone else

Steaming, soon begins to melt

[nothing else is right!!!!]

Nothin' really bothers her

She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here

You won't be afraid of fear

No thought was put into this

I always knew it'll come to this

Things have never been so swell

I have never felt so well

Pain... (x5)

You know you're right (x17)

Pain...

[saechalyn]

Depeche Mode- Precious

Precious and fragile things

Need special handling

My God what have we done to you

We always tried to share

The tenderest of care

Now look what we have put you through

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

Angels with silver wings

Shouldn't know suffering

I wish I could take the pain for you

If God has a master plan

That only He understands

I hope it's your eyes He's seeing through

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

I pray you learn to trust

Have faith in both of us

And keep room in your hearts for two

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

Edited February 4, 2006 by saechalyn

[soothsayer]

The Misfits --- Die die my darling comes to mind for some reason.

[saechalyn]

Cruxshadows Dream Yourself Awake

Hold tight to the path you're walking

don't let your resolve decline

keep your eye on the prize

and your mind on your goals

and never fall behind

Dream yourself

Dream yourself awake

Dream yourself

Dream yourself awake

and never look down

Remember the life you're living

is created in your soul

and what is real

should never feel

alien to the world

Dream yourself

Dream yourself awake

Dream yourself

Dream yourself awake

and never look down

Don't waste your tears on sorrow

Weighing in from your past

everyone has a broken wish

fallen beyond their grasp

Dream yourself

Dream yourself awake

Dream yourself

Dream yourself awake

and never look down

Dream yourself

Dream yourself awake

Dream yourself

Dream yourself

awake

[Guest Megalicious]

Mother, do you think they'll drop the bomb?

Mother, do you think they'll like this song?

Mother, do you think they'll try to break my balls?

Ooh ah,

Mother, should I build the wall?

Mother, should I run for president?

Mother, should I trust the government?

Mother, will they put me in the firing line?

Ooh ah,

Or is it just a waste of time?

Hush now baby, baby, don't you cry.

Mamma's gonna make all of your nightmares come true,

Mamma's gonna put all of her fears into you,

Mamma's gonna keep you right here, under her wing.

She won't let you fly, but she might let you sing,

Mamma's gonna keep baby cosy and warm.

Oooh babe, Oooh babe, Oooh babe,

Of course Mamma's gonna help build the wall.

Mother, do you think she's good enough, for me?

Mother, do you think she's dangerous, to me?

Mother, will she tear your little boy apart?

Ooh ah,

Mother, will she break my heart?

Hush now baby, baby, don't you cry.

Mamma's going to check out all your girlfriends for you,

Mamma won't let anyone dirty get through,

Mamma's gonna wait up until you get in.

Mamma will always find out where you've been,

Mamma's gonna keep baby healthy and clean.

Oooh babe, Oooh babe, Oooh babe,

You'll always be baby to me.

Mother, did it need to be so high?

[Onyx]

Haven’t Got Time for The Pain

(Carly Simon/Jacob Brackman)

All those crazy nights when I cried myself to sleep

Now melodrama never makes me weep

anymore

’cause I haven’t got time for the pain

I haven’t got room for the pain

I haven’t the need for the pain

Suffering was the only thing that made me feel I was alive

Thought that’s just how much it cost to survive in this world

I haven’t got room for the pain

I haven’t the need for the pain

[Guest Megalicious]

When I was young me and my mama had beef

Seventeen years old kicked out on the streets

Though back at the time, I never thought I'd see her face

Ain't a woman alive that could take my mama's place

Suspended from school; and scared to go home, I was a fool

with the big boys, breakin all the rules

I shed tears with my baby sister

Over the years we was poorer than the other little kids

And even though we had different daddy's, the same drama

When things went wrong we'd blame mama

I reminice on the stress I caused, it was hell

Huggin on my mama from a jail cell

And who'd think in elementary?

Heeey! I see the penitentiary, one day

And runnin from the police, that's right

Mama catch me, put a whoopin to my backside

And even as a crack fiend, mama

You always was a black queen, mama

I finally understand

for a woman it ain't easy tryin to raise a man

You always was committed

A poor single mother on welfare, tell me how ya did it

There's no way I can pay you back

But the plan is to show you that I understand

You are appreciated

Now ain't nobody tell us it was fair

No love from my daddy cause the coward wasn't there

He passed away and I didn't cry, cause my anger

wouldn't let me feel for a stranger

They say I'm wrong and I'm heartless, but all along

I was lookin for a father he was gone

I hung around with the Thugs, and even though they sold drugs

They showed a young brother love

I moved out and started really hangin

I needed money of my own so I started slangin

I ain't guilty cause, even though I sell rocks

It feels good puttin money in your mailbox

I love payin rent when the rent's due

I hope ya got the diamond necklace that I sent to you

Cause when I was low you was there for me

And never left me alone because you cared for me

And I could see you comin home after work late

You're in the kitchen tryin to fix us a hot plate

Ya just workin with the scraps you was given

And mama made miracles every Thanksgivin

But now the road got rough, you're alone

You're tryin to raise two bad kids on your own

And there's no way I can pay you back

But my plan is to show you that I understand

You are appreciated

Pour out some liquor and I reminsce, cause through the drama

I can always depend on my mama

And when it seems that I'm hopeless

You say the words that can get me back in focus

When I was sick as a little kid

To keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did

And all my childhood memories

Are full of all the sweet things you did for me

And even though I act craaazy

I gotta thank the Lord that you made me

There are no words that can express how I feel

You never kept a secret, always stayed real

And I appreciate, how you raised me

And all the extra love that you gave me

I wish I could take the pain away

If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day

Everything will be alright if ya hold on

It's a struggle everyday, gotta roll on

And there's no way I can pay you back

But my plan is to show you that I understand

You are appreciated

[DJ Nocker]

Assemblage 23- You havent earned it

You crave attention

As if it's due to you

You want permission

To behave as badly as you do

You want respect, but

You don't act respectable

You want fame to fill the void

Where you once had a soul

But you haven't earned it

You haven't walked long enough in these shoes

You don't deserve it

You haven't nearly paid your dues

It's so pathetic

This image you portray

Shatters like crystal

And slowly fades away

You want the world's eyes

You need the accolades

You want the money

And all the empty praise

But you haven't earned it

You haven't walked long enough in these shoes

You don't deserve it

You haven't nearly paid your dues

When it's all over

What will you have left?

You'll still be incomplete

Forgotten and depressed

You want acceptance

It's all you wanted all along

You want forgiveness

From those who you have wronged

But you haven't earned it

You haven't walked long enough in these shoes

You don't deserve it

You haven't nearly paid your dues

[phee]

Yello - 3rd of June

This is the 3rd of June, 1988

A highly unimportant day

Some airplane gliding into one of the bigger clouds over Manhattan

In a downtown far away, Mr. Toomy, our face in a crowd

The city was slow and tired

The Wall Street boys wearing their ties around their neck

like boxer's towels after a fight

Mr. Toomy stopped his pinstripe suit outside a barber shop

Looked at his face, took off his jacket and stepped on it

Who's that, what's that, what do you mean

I'll never know where I lost my dream

Who's that, what's that, gimme your name

3rd of June, end of game

No looking to the right

No looking to the left

Lenny is a target and always on track

Lenny is a target and nobody shoots

Lenny is a target lost the route

Ruins of a child's old fantasy

Ruins of a child was [?]

Lenny is a target and nobody shoots

Lenny is a target lost the route

Who's that, what's that, what do you mean

I'll never know when I lost my dream

Who's that, what's that, gimme your name

3rd of June, end of game

Mr. Toomy stopped his pinstripe suit outside a barber shop

Looked at his face

Took off his jacket

Put it on the pavement

Stepped on it

And started preaching like a monk from another world

After some minutes, he had a little crowd

Which dissappeared when a police car passed by slowly

Like rolling gloom

And Mr. Toomy throws his voice 'til he was the only one in the area

At this early night of June 3rd, 1988

Who's that, what's that, what do you mean

I'll never know when I lost my dream

Who's that, what's that, gimme your name

3rd of June, end of game

[Shade Everdark]

Counting Crows - "Rain King"

When I think of heaven

(Deliver me in a black-winged bird)

I think of flying down into a sea of

pens and feathers and all other

instruments of faith and sex and God

In the belly of a black-winged bird

Don't try to feed me

I've been here before and I deserve a little more

I belong in the service of the Queen

I belong anywhere but in between

She's been crying, I've been thinking

And I am the Rain King

Well i said

Mama, mama, mama, why am I so alone?

I can't go outside

I'm scared I might not make it home

I'm alive, i'm alive

but I'm sinking in

If there's anyone at home at your place darlin'

Why don't you invite me in?

Don't try to bleed me

I've been there before and I deserve a little more

I belong in the service of the Queen

I belong anywhere but in between

She's been lying

I've been sinking

And I am the Rain King

Hey, I only want the same as anyone

Henderson is waiting for the sun

Oh, it seems night endlessly begins and ends

After all the dreaming I come home again...

When I think of heaven

(Deliver me in a black-winged bird)

I think of dying

Lay me down in a field of flame and heather

Render up my body into the burning heart of God in

the belly of a black-winged bird

Don't try to bleed me

I've been here before and I deserve a little more

I belong in the service of the Queen

I belong anywhere but in between

She's been dying

and I've been drinking and I am the Rain King.

well I said I am the Rain King...

[saechalyn]

Garbage- Stupid Girl

You pretend you’re high

You pretend you’re bored

You pretend you’re anything

Just to be adored

And what you need

Is what you get

Don’t believe in fear

Don’t believe in faith

Don’t believe in anything

That you can’t break

You stupid girl

You stupid girl

All you had you wasted

All you had you wasted

What drives you on what drives you on

Can drive you mad can drive you mad

A million lies to sell yourself

Is all you ever had

Don’t believe in love

Don’t believe in hate

Don’t believe in anything

That you can’t waste

You stupid girl

You stupid girl

Can’t believe you fake it

Can’t believe you fake it

Don’t believe in fear

Don’t believe in pain

Don’t believe in anyone

That you can’t tame

You stupid girl

You stupid girl

All you had you wasted

All you had you wasted

You stupid girl

You stupid girl

Can’t believe you fake it

Can’t believe you fake it

You stupid girl

You stupid girl

Can’t believe you fake it

Can’t believe you fake it

You stupid girl

[Shade Everdark]

Peter Gabriel - "Solsbury Hill"

Climbing up on Solsbury Hill

I could see the city light

Wind was blowing, time stood still

Eagle flew out of the night

He was something to observe

Came in close, I heard a voice

Standing stretching every nerve

Had to listen had no choice

I did not believe the information

I just had to trust imagination

My heart going boom boom boom

"Son," he said "Grab your things,

I've come to take you home."

To keepin' silence I resigned

My friends would think I was a nut

Turning water into wine

Open doors would soon be shut

So I went from day to day

Tho' my life was in a rut

"Till I thought of what I'd say

Which connection I should cut

I was feeling part of the scenery

I walked right out of the machinery

My heart going boom boom boom

"Hey" he said "Grab your things

I've come to take you home."

When illusion spin her net

I'm never where I want to be

And liberty she pirouette

When I think that I am free

Watched by empty silhouettes

Who close their eyes but still can see

No one taught them etiquette

I will show another me

Today I don't need a replacement

I'll tell them what the smile on my face meant

My heart going boom boom boom

"Hey" I said "You can keep my things,

they've come to take me home."

[DarkVampire]

My Dying Bride

Christliar

Time wears out affections.

I hope to be missed.

Your presence on my wing.

Arise from my sickness.

My hopes, eclipsed by failures.

Dismal moments fall on me.

A terrible sobbing

Echoed through my own house.

The lightening gets frightening.

Oh, cover me.

Memories of her sadden me.

(are killing me)

Believe me. The suffering. The agony.

My young love taken from me,

Too early.

Beware! I will seek you. Find you.

Vengeance is mine. Wherever you hide

You know I will find.

Your face! I see, I won't forget.

I'll be right there.

Preying on you in every dream.

You will never leave me again.

By your red hand.

You left me here to suffer and die.

Eyes black. Cold face.

Your stare burned me.

The sears will be with me,

Until my last day.

My grip on you grows tight.

I will choke you until

I hear your last fucking breath.

Into your eyes I'll smile. I'll cry.

And when you are gone

No-one alive will grief for you.

[LuluVox]

Placebo: One of a Kind

On top of the world you get nothing done

Talk is cold and burns like the sun

Can’t you see these skies are breaking?

Cos on top of the world is where I’m from

The back of the class is where I was

Keeping quiet playing dumb

Can’t you see these skies are breaking?

Cos the back of the class is where I’m from

And I am one

I am

I am one

I am I am I am I am I am

I’m in a race and it's killing time

I don’t need yours I’ll keep it with mine

Can’t you see these skies are breaking?

Cos I’m in a race and I’m doing fine

Thank you

Two of a kind and no-one home

I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone

Can’t you see these skies are breaking?

Cos one of a kind is all I own

I am one

I am

I am one

I am I am I am I am I am

Out of the womb and into the void

I wanna try but I get annoyed

Can’t you see these skies are breaking?

So out of the womb and into the void

I am one

I am

I am one

I am I am I am I am

I am one

I am

I am one

I am I am I am I am I am

On top of the world you get nothing done.

[Guest Megalicious]

A heart that's full up like a landfill,

a job that slowly kills you,

bruises that won't heal.

You look so tired-unhappy,

bring down the government,

they don't, they don't speak for us.

I'll take a quiet life,

a handshake of carbon monoxide,

with no alarms and no surprises,

no alarms and no surprises,

no alarms and no surprises,

Silent silence.

This is my final fit,

my final bellyache,

with no alarms and no surprises,

no alarms and no surprises,

no alarms and no surprises please.

Such a pretty house

and such a pretty garden.

No alarms and no surprises,

(Get me outta here)

no alarms and no surprises,

(Get me outta here)

no alarms and no surprises

(Get me outta here) please.

[Guest Megalicious]

Everything is quiet, Since you're not around

And I live in the numbness now

In the background

I do the things we did before

I walk Haight Street to the store

And they say where's that crazy girl

You don't get drunk on red wine, and fight no more

I don't see you anymore

Since the hospital

The plans I make still have you in them

'Cause you come swimmin' into view

And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do

The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you

I only know because I carry you around

In the background

I'm in the background

Girls they come and memories all repeat

I lift your head while they change the hospital sheets

'Ey, I would never lie to you, No

I would never lie to you, No

I felt you long after we were through

We were through

The plans I make still have you in them

'Cause you come swimming into view

And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do,

The words we use so lightly, I only feel for you

I only know because I carry you around

In the background.

'Cause I felt you long after we were through

When you come swimmin' into view

(When you come swimmin' into view)

And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do

(You come swimmin' into view)

The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you

(You come swimmin' into view)

I only know because I'm way, I'm way

In the background

I'm in the background

[dragoth]

MM - Coma White

There’s something cold and blank behind her smile

She’s standing on an overpass

In her miracle mile

(coma):

You were from a perfect world

A world that threw me away today

Today to run away

A pill to make you numb

A pill to make you dumb

A pill to make you anybody else

But all the drugs in this world

Won’t save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut

And she was waiting to fall

Just bleeding like a polaroid that

Lost all her dolls

(coma):

You were from a perfect world

A world that threw me away today

Today to run away

A pill to make you numb

A pill to make you dumb

A pill to make you anybody else

But all the drugs in this world

Won’t save her from herself

[saechalyn]

Still fits.

Depeche Mode- Precious

Precious and fragile things

Need special handling

My God what have we done to you

We always tried to share

The tenderest of care

Now look what we have put you through

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

Angels with silver wings

Shouldn't know suffering

I wish I could take the pain for you

If God has a master plan

That only He understands

I hope it's your eyes He's seeing through

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

I pray you learn to trust

Have faith in both of us

And keep room in your hearts for two

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

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