Song that describes your mood right now

[freydis]

Listening to this on the way in, and now it's stuck in my head......

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore

I just know that I'm harder to console

I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me

But the key is a question of control

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway

I just pay while you're breaking all the rules

All the signs that I find have been underlined

Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

All this running around, well it's getting me down

Just give me a pain that I'm used to

I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive

You just need to achieve something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul like an animal

With no conscience, repentance unknown

Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise

Devils feed on the seeds that are sown

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real

No mistaking the faking, I care

With a prayer in the air I will leave it there

On a note full of hope not despair

All this running around, well it's getting me down

Just give me a pain that I'm used to

I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive

You just need to achieve something that rings true

All this running around, well it's getting me down

Just give me a pain that I'm used to

I don't need to believe all the dreams you concieve

You just need to achieve something that rings true

[nilhil_glory]

green jelly (o). Cereal Killer

Follow your nose, it always knows

The flavor of death where ever it goes

Terror in the supermarket, shoppers are in horror,

Shredded boxes in the aisles, corpses on the floor,

Those who ran, this joy is mine, now they're going to pay,

Super gory slaughter now the order of the day!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Silly rabbit, Trix are for kids.

Follow your nose, it always knows

The flavor of death where ever it goes

Orphaned at the age of five, parental guidance missed,

Rice Crispies wouldn't talk to him and he got really pissed,

The remittal chemicals have driven him insane,

Now we know the calling like it's ringing 'round his brain,

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Snap! Crackle! Pop!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Toucan Son of Sam!!

Part of your nutritious breakfast!

[RIC THE DEVILS SON]

Thy Serpent - Only Dust Moves:

Distress has found a dwelling place in me

already pale as death but still I bleed

For promises have shown their fragility

spare me your affection and pity

The world no longer is a joyfull dream

but a crystal with darksome glean

About to fall

Soon be shattered

One shared for every emotion dead

I will rather learn to enjoy misery

than partake a life of hypocrisy

Here I sit by the sloly dying candlelight

so I will dink with the shadows by my side

I flew with wings of the dragonfly ;

came down as the rain foured out of the sky

And stormwinds howled over the land

snow covered the trees and ice the sand

No illusions remain

Silence conquers us all

solitude the only reality

Only dust moves, set in motion aeons ago

when there was still life in this world

And just because I happen to be listening to it right now, the mighty fucking Belphegor...

Belphegor - Swarm of Rats:

Kiss the demons of creation

Crucified lust breaks their holy will

666 baphomet

The christians to the lions

Swarm of rats in a world of shit

Jesus Christ - son of stench

Swarm of rats in a world of shit

Jesus Christ - castrated saviour

Burning crosses, invoke the powers

Rape the crown, hell awaits

666 baphomet

The christians to the lions

Swarm of rats in a world of shit

Jesus Christ - son of stench

Swarm of rats in a world of shit

Jesus Christ - castrated saviour

Kiss the demons of creation

Crucified lust breaks their holy will

666 baphomet

The christians to the lions

Swarm of rats in a world of shit

Jesus Christ - son of stench

Swarm of rats in a world of shit

Jesus Christ - castrated saviour

[odims_sphere]

leaetherstrip - coming up for air

Running out of time

running out of life

this is no competition

Jesus was a man

Jesus was a lie

beautiful crucifixion

Deep down in your soul

fighting emotional breakdown

coming up for air

Beating up a man

fucking with your pride

violence is religion

Satan is a god

Satan is a dog

beautiful execution

I wanna walk through the

valley of death

I wanna see the misery

expose the symbols of

love and hate

I wanna hear the blasphemy

[freydis]

Solemn Sea

Leaves' Eyes

Seil den sterke sjo

Solen har gatt end

I det vide havet

I det morke dypet

Hviler en drom

Om et ukjent land

The music of your heartbeat brightens me

Turn my fears into hope

Oceans of blue

Darkening sky the shadows fall

Foaming waves shatter us

I cry aloud to the sky

Solemn sea save me

Solemn sea save me

Watch and wait for the next

Attacking waves, ice cold rain

The black mirror of the sea

Watching me, save me

The humming of the waves frightens me

Turn my fears into hope

Oceans of blue

A thunder storm roars at me

My body shakes in the rain

Lightening rays spearing me

A thousand spears haunting me

[violentivy]

stupid and shallow

The futureheads

You eat shit 'cos you're stupid and shallow

But i like it when you're stupid and shallow

We were dyin' on the floor

And you won't stop talking about it any more

You eat shit 'cos you're stupid and shallow (oooh noo...)

But i like it when you're stupid and shallow (...shallow)

We were dyin' on the floor (you are...)

And you won't stop talking about it any more (...shallow)

You eat shit cos you're stupid and shallow (oooh noo...)

But i like it when you're stupid and shallow (...shallow)

We were dyin' on the floor (you are...)

And you won't stop talking about it any more (...shallow)

You eat shit cos you're stupid and shallow

But I like it when you're stupid and shallow

You don't care about it when you're stupid and shallow

But your confidence rises 'cos your stupid and shallow

An alpha male is better than a b male

A female is better than a male male

No oh ee oh oh oh ee oh stupid and shallow

No oh ee oh oh oh ee oh stupid and shallow

No oh ee oh oh oh ee oh stupid and shallow

No oh ee oh oh oh ee oh STUPID AND SHALLOW

[phee]

Trasparent Frequencies - Evils TOY

For days, for nights

Dark skies secret lights

For days, for nights

Dried tears lost paradiese

All what I've heared

Low noise no word

All what I miss

Is just an angel's kiss

Obnoxious smile

Blind date

A cosmic trial

Welcome the message

The past has gone

Into the passage

[freydis]

The Sinner in Me

Depeche Mode

If I could just hide

The sinner inside

And keep him denied

How sweet life would be

If I could be free

From the sinner in me

I'll never be a saint

That's not a picture that your memory paints

Not renowned for my patience

I'm not renowned for my restraint

But you're always around

You can always be found

To pick me up when I'm on the ground

If I could just hide

The sinner inside

And keep him denied

How sweet life would be

If I could be free

From the sinner in me

I'm still recovering

Still getting over all the suffering

More known for my anger

Than for any other thing

But you've always tried

To be by my side

And catch my fall when I start to slide

If I could just hide

The sinner inside

And keep him denied

How sweet life would be

If I could be free

From the sinner in me

[saechalyn]

Rasputina- Brand New Key

I rode my bicycle past your window last night

I rollerskated to your door at daylight.

It almost seems like you're avoiding me.

I'm o.k. alone but you've got something I

need...

Well I've got a brand new pair of rollerskates

You've got a brand new key.

I think that we should get together and try

them on to see.

I been lookin around awhile, you got

something for me.

I got a brand new pair of rollerskates

You got a brand new key.

I ride my bike, I rollerskate don't drive no

car.

Don't go so fast, but I go pretty far.

For somebody who don't drive, I been all

around the world.

Some people say I done alright for a girl.

I asked your mother if you were at home.

She said 'yes,' but that you weren't alone.

It almost seems like you're avoiding me

I'm o.k. alone but you got something I

need...

Edited August 7, 2007 by saechalyn

[freydis]

In my ear right now.....

Dream Theater

Voices

'Love, just don't stare'

He used to say to me

every Sunday morning

The spider in the window

The angel in the pool

The old man takes the poison

Now the widow makes the rules

'So speak, I'm right here'

She used to say to me

not a word, not a word

Judas on the ceiling

the Devil in my bed

I guess Easter's never coming

So I'll just wait inside my head

Like a scream but sort of silent

living off my nightmares

Voices repeating me

'Feeling threatened?

We reflect your hopes and fears.'

Voices discussing me

'Others steal your thoughts

they're not confined

within your mind.'

Thought disorder

Dream control

Now they read my mind on the radio

But where was the Garden of Eden?

I feel elated

I feel depressed

Sex is death, Death is sex

Says it right here on my Crucifix

Like a scream but sort of silent

living off my nightmares

Voices protecting me

'Good behavior

brings the Savior

to his knees.'

Voices rejecting me

'Others steal your thoughts

they're not confined

to your own mind.'

I'm kneeling on the floor

staring at the wall

like the spider in the window

I wish that I could speak

Is there fantasy in refuge?

God in politicians?

Should I turn on my religion?

These demons in my head tell me to

I'm lying here in bed

Swear my skin is inside out

Just another Sunday morning

Seen my diary on the newsstand

Seems we've lost the truth to quicksand

It's a shame no one is praying

'Cause these voices in my head

keep saying...

'Love, just don't stare.'

'Reveal the Word when you're

supposed to'

Withdrawn and introverted

Infectiously perverted

'Being laughed at and confused

keeps us pleasantly amused

enough to stay.'

Maybe I'm just Cassandra fleeting

Twentieth century Icon bleeding

Willing to risk Salvation

to escape from isolation

I'm witness to redemption

heard you speak but never listened

Can you rid me of my secrets?

Deliver us from Darkness?

Voices repeating me

'Feeling threatened?

We reflect your hopes and fears.'

Voices discussing me

Don't expect your own Messiah

This neverworld which you desire

is only in your mind.

Edited August 9, 2007 by munin218

[freydis]

"Bitter For Sweet"

Can you tell me what stopped the rain?

Where is salvation?

Science, saviors, tragedy?

May I lead the way into temptation?

Sirens screaming just for me

And the void remains.

Would you save my life

If you knew why this is the last time?

I'm leaving without you in silence.

Could you save my life

Had the boy that you knew not died?

This is the last time.

I'm leaving with out you in silence.

Can you tell me what stops the pain?

Self medication?

Science, saviors, tragedy?

How deep must we cut to reach sensation?

Find it. Bring it back to me

Where the void remains.

Would you save my life

If you knew why this is the last time?

I'm leaving without you in silence.

Could you save my life

Had the boy that you knew not died?

This is the last time.

I'm leaving with out you in silence.

Walk with me my one and only

Find with me the end.

Walk with me my one and only silence.

Would you save my life

If you knew why this is the last time?

I'm leaving without you in silence.

Could you save my life

Had the boy that you knew not died?

This is the last time.

I'm leaving with out you in silence.

Could you save my life?

This is the last time.

I'm leaving with out you in silence.

If you knew...

Would you save me?

Can you tell me what stopped the rain?

Can you tell me what stopped it?

If you knew...

Would you save me?

[phee]

Knowhere?

"a leech, passing unseen, kicked in mouth, firm, will prove sex slave, all

encomapsses high, gets you by, broken glass in a crystal blown problem room,

and one day you will have no one to run to, sell the satisfyer, runs the

genitals down, no sensation, promise your heart to the (slut who last) slept

in your bed, in you head, in your head, where it must have some reason, all

I said in you head, all I said, all I said, nowhere nowhere nowhere to run

to nowhere nowhere nowhere to run to looking back, looking back looking

back, one of two looks back, wonder which is real, and the naked arm that,

you will see the truth so what, your gift is misused your gift is misused

your gift is not used, not used at all when it is done you will have no one

to run to no one to run to."

[Troy Spiral (13)]

The Sound Of Silence - Simon & Garfunkel

[freydis]

Synesthesia

Heartbreak incarnate

I'm nothing if not your memories,

your heartbreak, please let me be your joy and your pain

Someday I will be, I'll be those common words spoken uniquely

Because I may will forever be floating as you feel

Please let me haunt as scent on your pillow

Letters of past all tear stained and wrinkled

Please let me haunt as scent on your pillow

Letters of past all tear stained and wrinkled

(Just say) Say you will for me (for me), invite me to your memory

(Just sing) Sing again for me (for me) that long forgotten song

Heartbreak incarnate

I'm nothing if not your memories,

your heartbreak, please let me be your joy and your pain

Someday I will be, I'll be that waking warmth from a fading dream

Because I will I may at best float as you feel

Please let me haunt as scent on your pillow

Letters of past all tear stained and wrinkled

Please let me haunt as scent on your pillow

Letters of past all tear stained and wrinkled

(Just say) Say you will for me (for me), invite me to your memory

(Just sing) Sing again for me (for me) that long forgotten song

(Just say) Say you will for me (for me), invite me to your memory

(Just sing) Sing again for me (for me) that long forgotten song

Let me be all the words, let me be all the words

Let me be all the words, let me be all the words

Let me be all the words echoing comfort

Let me be all the words that you'd unsay

Let me be all the words echoing comfort (comfort, comfort, comfort)

Let me be all the words that you'd unsay (unsay, unsay, unsay)

Let me be all the words echoing comfort

Let me be all the words that you'd unsay

Let me be all the words echoing comfort (comfort, comfort)

Let me be all the words that you'd unsay (unsay, unsay, unsay)

[Morbid Side]

Nothing Else Matters -Metallica

So close, no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do

never cared for what they know

but I know

So close, no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do

never cared for what they know

but I know

Never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us, something new

Open mind for a different view

and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say

never cared for games they play

never cared for what they do

never cared for what they know

and I know

So close, no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

No, nothing else matters

[freydis]

"Dancing Through Sunday"

Will you join me in this dance, this dance of misery

Cradled in imposs... impossibility?

Swooning, I am swept away

Swept off my feet, with step by step by step

We take the lead as drop by drop, we start... to bleed

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

(Oh, we dance in misery)

All lost in the arms of our misery, oh

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

Swept off our feet by misery, we're swept into the shadows

Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify?

Let me hide within your black, the still inside your eyes

Deafened, caught within a cry

So sensual, as step by step by step, I seperate

As breath to breath, as I... suffocate

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

(Oh, we dance in misery)

All lost in the arms of our misery, oh

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

Swept off our feet by misery, we're swept into the shadows

So who will follow? Who is the lead?

I know I'll leave a stain, because I bleed

As we dance, we all dance

We all... have no chance in this horrid romance

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

(Oh, we dance in misery)

All lost in the arms of our misery, oh

(Oh, we dance in misery)

And we dance on, and we dance on

Swept off our feet by misery, we're swept into the shadows

Swept off our feet by misery, we're swept into the shadows

[phee]

Minute Man by Dance or Die

Spitting in your soup slapping in your face today

Bored and angry about your straight hard way

You kept the system still alive

Time was money pay your expensive wife

Minute man, no more chances for you Minute men

You were working twentyfour hours a day

Face got lines and your hair turned grey

Some hard Speedpills and another line of coke

Time was money take it as a Joke

Minute man, no more chances for you Minute men

You'd been afraid of a hungry year

To loose your job was what you fear

Your heart took revenge and your blood ran cold

Who wants to die before to get old

Minute man, no more chances for you Minute men

[phee]

They(I'm Sorry) by Jem

Who made up all the rules?

We follow them like fools.

Believe them to be true;

Don't care to think them through/

I'm sorry, so sorry.

I'm sorry it's like this.

I'm sorry, so sorry.

I'm sorry we do this.

And it's ironic too...

'Cos what we tend to do

Is act on what they say,

And then it is that way.

I'm sorry, so sorry

I'm sorry it's like this,

I'm sorry, so sorry

I'm sorry we do this,

Who are they?

Where are they?

How can they possibly

Know all this?

Who are they?

Where are they?

How can they possibly

Know all this?

Do you see what I see?

Why do we live like this?

Is it because it's true:

That ignorance is bliss.

Who are they?

Where are they?

How do they

Know all this?

I'm sorry, so sorry.

I'm sorry it's like this.

Do you see what I see?

Why do we live like this?

Is it because it's true:

That ignorance is bliss.

Who are they?

Where are they?

How can they

Know all this?

And I'm sorry, so sorry.

I'm sorry we do this.

[Destroit]

Skinny Puppy - Love in Vein

and i wonder if i missed the warning

missed the warning

casting away varnish crack ants symbolize decay

missed the warning missed the vein reaching out crying for...

where is the warning .......heart exploding human heart attack.

I'm sure nobody would know why unless you really really knew me (and no, I don't do heroin, so that's not it )

Edited August 11, 2007 by Chernobyl
I'm dyslexic

[phee]

One Time One Place by Skinny Puppy

in the rain collapse cross out which way we'll go the ever last while

the wind attacks the past truth and times so shallow develop an attitude

more time decay lapse in fortify the self cutter inbred and forever more

faith bleeding eyes conjure pain distant do distant blood life take away

cold the war fast forward owning self-destruction and all achieve a missile

tests mortifying flash huddles 'round the radio and tube console to control

lives are the arm (alive saw the arm?) levels of toxic waste disgrace intolerant

all that's been done built up for a future race that's never won

faith from god meet the maker's face distant book in time forever hate

that's mine blown fuse shortens with man's progression decipher what's

relative legal beaurocrat push us with a tender finger whose politics are

those with an X man overcame further as you left him blind two gaping holes

undriven carnivore nature's regret of all things brutalised and can it be

that need no ??? on our way faith blood make face visionary

that's all there is in a gleam halo all jaded weakness corruption

runs harmonious begin by extremes doorway extinction resist

repression is based on god for a length of time full of elemental powers

inbred and no brilliance no fortune could buy this power

[freydis]

"Girl's Not Grey"

I'll lay me down tonight

Much further down

Swim in the calm tonight

This art does drown

(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light

(Will swallow whole) just begs to be and brood?

(What follows) has led me to this place

where I belong, with all erased

What follows

All insects sing tonight

The coldest sound

I'd send God's grace tonight

Could it be found?

(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light

(Will swallow whole) just begs to be and brood?

(What follows) has led me to this place

where I belong, with all erased

I'll lay me down tonight

Much further down

Watch stars go out tonight

On sinking ground

I'll lay me down, I'll lay me down

(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light

(Will swallow whole) just begs to be and brood?

(What follows) has led me to this place

where I belong, with all erased

What follows will swallow whole

What follows will swallow whole

[Dollardave]

Running to you, as fast as I can trying to reach you, to save you. To be with you the last time, the last time before we die.

PP

[Scales]

NOTE: I have a fifth of 100 proof vodka, and am in the process of getting extremely drunk. In sober circumstances I cannot tolerate this music. In drunk circumstances, I can tolerate a giant undead cricket rubbing it's wings against a politician sculpted out of the feces from multiple male cows, I am 30 percent sure there is a band out there like this, but not drunk enough to find them. They probably play sets to animal corpses in Utah, it's only a matter of time..

R Kelly - I Believe I Can Fly

[Jadis]

cake - never there

i need your arms around me, i need to feel your touch

i need your understanding, i need your love so much

you tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you care

but when i need you baby, you're never there

on the phone long, long distance

always through such strong resistance

first you say you're too busy

i wonder if you even miss me

never there

you're never there

you're never, ever, ever, ever there

a golden bird that flies away, a candle's fickle flame

to think i held you yesterday, your love was just a game

a golden bird that flies away, a candle's fickle flame

to think i held you yesterday, your love was just a game

you tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you care

but when i need you baby

take the time to get to know me

if you want me why can't you just show me

we're always on this roller coaster

if you want me why can't you get closer?

never there

you're never there

you're never ever ever ever there

[Jadis]

These Dreams - Heart

Spare a little candle

Save some light for me

Figures up ahead

Moving in the trees

White skin in linen

Perfume on my wrist

And the full moon that hangs over

These dreams in the mist

Darkness on the edge

Shadows where I stand

I search for the time

On a watch with no hands

I want to see you clearly

Come closer than this

But all I remember

Are the dreams in the mist

CHORUS:

These dreams go on when I close my eyes

Every second of the night I live another life

These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside

Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away

Is it cloak 'n' dagger

Could it be spring or fall

I walk without a cut

Through a stained glass wall

Weaker in my eyesight

The candle in my grip

And words that have no form

Are falling from my lips

CHORUS

There's something out there

I can't resist

I need to hide away from the pain

There's something out there

I can't resist

The sweetest song is silence

That I've ever heard

Funny how your feet

In dreams never touch the earth

In a wood full of princes

Freedom is a kiss

But the prince hides his face

From dreams in the mist