Good News, Bad News

[EvilEve]

life is really kicking me in the shins right now.

Prophet's health is steadily declining, and not showing any signs of slowing down. he can hardly sleep at night (or during the day) anymore because the pain is THAT intense. i'm worried that his condition will kill him off sooner than anyone will expect, but we try to make every day count for something.

we have very few friends. two of our so-called friends have betrayed us. though this was to be expected from the likes of them, still shocking all the same. i want to smack them in the face with a baseball bat, then be done with them. not to mention that they're telling the only other people we try to talk to that we're mad at them for one reason or another. is this really how people act when your life doesn't revolve around them? they have to play "high school" all over again just to pass the time away with their own living exsistance? it's bad enough they they cut us out of the picture a few months ago, but why try to get everyone in on it? what do they have to prove? we've tried to call them, to get them to talk to us, but they've refused countless times to return the phone calls. just because Prophet can't do the things he use to do, and i hardly get a chance to go out due to working nights, they seem to think we're "dead weight", and leave us out of everything. that's fine. they'll get what's coming to them in the end, either way.

things are getting worse with my mom and sister. they're losing the house they live in, and need to find a different place to live. last time they talked to me, they found a house, it's just a matter of getting everything packed up. with my work and sleep time difference, i doubt i'll be much help to them.

on the lighter side of things, my position might be changing to manager within the next few months. that means more money in the bank, and more chances of looking for an apartment and everything else that's needed when one moves out on their own.

my sister that's away at college is doing good.

had a fire in the front yard NOT started by a cigarette. leaves still needed to be raked, and it had rained the day before, and mysteriously, POOF! leaves go up in a blaze in the shape of a heart! kinda f-ed up if you ask me.

i think that's it for my rant.

not much of a rant if you really look at it.

oh, two more things. got two new movies this past weekend. Devil's Rejects, and Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy. yay me.

ok, i lied. a few more thing.

was suppose to go out with my cousin this weekend to celebrate me finally being legal. that never happened. went to Meijer and bought stuff, and didn't get carded for it. that was fun.

watched the newer version of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Mr. Depp. he's creepy and sexy all at the same time.

ok, now i'm done. i think. didn't forget anything... nope. i didn't.

hope your life is more exciting than mine! :grin

[Homicidalheathen]

I am sorry to hear about all of your recent woe's. I wish I could tell you making friends gets easier with age and wisdom and maturity, it does not.

Health problems only increase......and although you make more money, your expenses increase also.

The fire was a freak thing....

Maybe you should take some time out to recharge and refocus. If nothing else it will make you feel better.

Keep us posted. :confused

[bean]

*hugs* People come and go, some good, some not so good. Right now you need to focus on the good in your life and these friends of yours are only bringing you negative energy during a time when you need all the extra positive energy you can. *hugs*

[EvilEve]

i'm not even going to worry about the things that i can't really fix, such as those two who shall not be named.

some more good news.

talked to our tattoo guy today (that's fun to say that we have a tattoo guy! hehe.) and asked him for a few favors, and to see what he was doing for turkey day. i'm buying my mom, and my youngest sister tattoo's for x-mas. plus, i might get myself a couple more. i'm thinking eyes. either on my shoulders, or on my back right above my other tattoo's.

my sister is coming down today, and staying for a few days. that'll give me a chance to talk to her, and see how she's doing.

something weird is going on around the house. our neighbor had one of our rocks (really big rocks that we have in the front yard) thrown through her front window! so last week it was the fire, this week it was a rock. it's either one of two people that i can think of; my dad, or one of our friends that's mad at me, Prophet, and my youngest sister.

my parents are going through a divorce (and this is a good thing. lot's of bad things happened during my 20yrs. of living while they were/are married, but that's soon to be over), so he might be displaying some aggression. my mom took all the legal actions to keep him away, but he's too stubborn to listen to ANYTHING because "he's right" in his unstable mind.

our friend Lurch (nick-name, mind you) might me another suspect. spreading lies about how Prophet and myself told my youngest sister to break up with him. (they went out for a grand total of 12hrs., and i wasn't too pleased with it. i know his past, plus he's 21, and my sister is only 17. she made the choice on her own, we had no influence whatsoever.) so he may still be infatuated with my sister, and probably pissed because he never got to do anything with her. if he did, he'd be one body part short of being a man. :devil call it being a little protective. if anyone understood my childhood, you'd see why i'm protective of my sisters and my mother.

other than that, and yes, i was focusing on the negative again, things are decent. i got more sleep than usual today, and i've got a few days off this week, so that means more time for sleep, and quality time with Prophet and my family.

this is going to be one interesting week.