Your friends know your ill...

[Saephyr]

I talk babble a lot ok...it's part of my fuqin charm however.......

when I have been given bogus meds at the ER and you as my pal KNOW that I'm having a hard time , then why may I ask is it ok to slam me over it?

I'm fine in a party atmosphere and all, but when you are having so much trouble concentrating that you call a friend over just so you can shower...due to fear of falling... c'mon! Even if never told anyone I was sick WHY is it fair to make me feel like some dullard instead of saying that I sound "wrong"? Or "Cat you don't make sense right now can you help me get what you're aiming for in this conversation cuz I'm lost." How easy it this to do?

If I don't feel well I guess I'll just not post or talk to anyone since apparently I sound like I belong in a "home" or something. I see a neuro, a pain specialist, an gen m.d., GYN/OB, a psych and a f&$%@)* counselor. I'm not thrilled about it so why the hell jerk my chain and upset me? I was just in the E.R. (emergency room for those who I'm mad at), and they gave me inappropriate drugs. How the hell would you feel?

No wonder I don't keep most friends they all think....... *gasp* I'm insane

OK let's give a huge hand to compassion for you pals

ME!

To those who I have not been angered by.. thanks for being there ok? HUGE kisses!

[bean]

[Saephyr]

I'm not asking for sympathy man. I just want respect.

[Homicidalheathen]

I just hope you feel better soon and your a tough cookie for hanging in there so long in so much pain.

[Saephyr]

Now seriously folks.... I have finally found a pain control med. That's awesome. Crank asked me last night if I was going to get 'healed' anytime soon and I had to tell him the answer was no cuz Gov. Grandholm has my insurance so limited I can't get cancer removed from my obdy but..they'll pay for all the treatments so shut the pain up if I'm lucky.

What a wonderful world!

All I car eis that when I need a hug I can get one from you damned looney tune fuckers ok?

Actually, if you don't mind I'd love a nice hug ANYTIME you see me in public!!! Or in private. It's all so very good!

Not a hard request right???