I may be leaving

[Homicidalheathen]

BTW people have been talking about why Crank is on such a rant lately. I totally get it.

Try finding a decent job around here with or without a degree....it sucks.

Everything costs too damn much and is made crapy in other countries so it falls apart and we have to buy more, linning the pocket of some guy who vaca's in the bahamas and is too cheap to pay meidcal benefits to his workers so he gives the job to some 3 world person who should be allowed to go to school, not work at 12.

People always backstab you and say they are your freind.......or they act nice in the club and never talk to you outside of it.

The longer you stay single, the less likely you are to find the right one as all the 'good ones' are taken....ect......ect....ect.....

But you have us, we love you and freinds are hard to come by.

[Blackmail]

I love these sort of threads. But don't go Crank, you're one of the few white people I can tolerate.

[LuluVox]

You know I actually spent a considerable amount of time thinking about this post, mostly because it seems ill tempered and I wanted to point that out.  But, upon further thought it occured to me that this is why people suffer- to learn to appreciate things. 

The thought pattern worked like this.  I was thinking that you probably aren't familiar with the situation and thus don't have any attachment to it therefor an offhand comment like that doesn't seem so bad.  However to the person that you are making the comment toward it more or less stings because you don't really care about the outcome.  And, being that I do actually know Crank and I know a considerable amount of what he's going through I realize that the comment you made would hurt considerably.  Then there's my regularly scheduled strange hop of a link to the next concept.  Crank's more recent attitude toward things has been a depression, right now it seems like nothing is going well.  But, there are things going well- not very many, but some.  Next hop.  Reading some of Brenda's posts connects the concepts to a more fluid, suffering should ideally cause us to learn to appreciate things so that we don't have to relearn that lesson.

I'm tired if that didn't make sense ignore it.  If it did- hope it helped, cause in a way it helped me.

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I have no idea what you just said.

[Onyx]

Eh, nothing to be embarassed about, we all have our moments!

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Yes, what she said.

DarkChylde, glad to hear you two are talking and that Crank is coming back.

[Draco1958]

BTW people have been talking about why Crank is on such a rant lately.  I totally get it.

Try finding a decent job around here with or without a degree....it sucks.

Everything costs too damn much and is made crapy in other countries so it falls apart and we have to buy more, linning the pocket of some guy who vaca's in the bahamas and is too cheap to pay meidcal benefits to his workers so he gives the job to some 3 world person who should be allowed to go to school, not work at 12.

People always backstab you and say they are your freind.......or they act nice in the club and never talk to you outside of it.

The longer you stay single, the less likely you are to find the right one as all the 'good ones' are taken....ect......ect....ect.....

But you have us, we love you and freinds are hard to come by.

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Believe me when I say I can empathize big time with Crank on some of this. I'm back in the job hunting market so I understand how sometimes employers make you feel too old when you're not old. I'm 48, I understand some of the stress he's going thru. It's not fun and you end up feeling like you're at the end of your rope. And sometimes you start to feel that everyone, and yes sometimes even friends are against you. Crank...I know my words may not mean much to you, and that's cool, but things will turn around. It may not happen quickly but stay positive, it will get better. You can always PM me if you want to talk.

[DarkChylde]

Yes, what she said.

DarkChylde, glad to hear you two are talking and that Crank is coming back.

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Um, is there something I missed? :confused

[Onyx]

Um, is there something I missed? :confused

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Sorry - seems I am very mixed up today!

Just ignore me. I am very glad Crank is coming back though.

[DarkChylde]

Oh no its ok. I understand, I have days like that sometimes.

[Mikielikesit]

it ain't worth the time or the space in your head to worry about them and those people who really don't mean a thing to you .....as has been said a few times in this thread FUCK"EM..........some people should have been killed at birth that is all...

[Blackmail]

I have no idea what you just said.

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What? You don't speak incoherent psychobabble?

[phee]

I left once.... it was great....

[Blackmail]

I left once.... it was great....

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I enjoyed it when you left.

[LuluVox]

What?  You don't speak incoherent psychobabble?

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Only when provoked.

Now I'm confusing myself.

[Vater Araignee]

:devil I may be leaving due to mistrust.and I am not really liked.Thats what I get for being nice.

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Shut the fuck up and stick around.

Youza Juggalo hommie, NOW ACT LIKE IT.

Fuck critics, fuck your review.

Even if you like me, fuck you!

[Blackmail]

Only when provoked.

Now I'm confusing myself.

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I was agreeing with you that the persons rant was confusing. Now I am confused. Who am I? Am I the singer of the Smashing Pumpkins?

[Vater Araignee]

Crank wants me to announce that he isnt really leaving dgn, he was just having one of his manic moods and he greatly apoligizes about this. There was a bad conflict this morning which im not going ta be getting into details about. He's embarrased about this and will be taking a break from here for awhile. But he shall return.

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knee jerk reactions, I understand 'em well.

see previous post.

[LuluVox]

I was agreeing with you that the persons rant was confusing.    Now I am confused.  Who am I?  Am I the singer of the Smashing Pumpkins?

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Oh no I know what you meant. My response was just kinda wacky.

Artichoke!

[phee]

I enjoyed it when you left.

It was great

[Blackmail]

It was great

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Yeah it was, remember we spent all that time not talking to eachother, not posting on dgn and spending the entire lunch hour not logging into DGN.

[phee]

It was great

[Blackmail]

It was great

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Yeah it was, remember we spent all that time not talking to eachother, not posting on dgn and spending the entire lunch hour not logging into DGN.

[Blackmail]

Why do I feel like Bill Murry in Groundhogs day?

[phee]

It was great

[Blackmail]

It was great

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Yeah it was, remember we spent all that time not talking to eachother, not posting on dgn and spending the entire lunch hour not logging into DGN.

[Blackmail]

DAMN!

I feel like Michael j Fox in Back to the Future 2!!!!!!!!!!!!