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TitsMcGee Rookie

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Feeling rather shitty, granted that's been a constant lately. I feel like the word "sorry" has very little meaning to me anymore. Like I need someone to show me that I could actually mean something to them and that they won't hurt me in the long run. Deep down I wish I could be normal, without my scars and my depression. I'm so tired of having to take meds everyday just so I don't go completely over the edge again. Like I want to :cry

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I am waiting for the dust to settle and the smoke to clear.

Tired... so very tired of it all...

I am happy, and if that upsets other, when i haven't been happy in 6 years, then they can just walk on by, just like th rest of em. I have no time in my life for the drama and the BS.

I am feeling a bit overwelmed at the moment...

I also feel Ryuu (my kitty fur-baby) rubbing against my feet.. he's trying to tell me its time for bed (we go through this every night)

I feel like he's got the right idea.

I have come to many conclusions, and I will stick with them. I am through compromising myself for the sake of others.

I feel like there is a key player in my life, and i believe that no matter what form they take, they will always be in my life.

If I weren't so tired, and in pain from all the emotional pulls today, and all the girl pains, and pain in my toe, i'd be dancing on cloud 9 right now... as happy as a maggot on rotten meat, I tell ya!

3 more days and The Eternal Bean Water get married. lol (so happy for those two!!!) :grouphug

which reminds me that i am thankful that they are the example of survival against all odds, as far as couples go... :wub: helps me keep the faith that I too will find something similar to what they have... :)

I am finally looking forward to my future, though I have no idea what it might bring. I welcome it with open arms, for I believe that I am strong enough to handle anything. (I hope)

Lastly, and this is HUGE for me, because I don't feel fear, like normal people do... BUT

I am TERRIFIED that this is all just a dream, and any minute I am going to wake up. If it is, please let me sleep forever! I don't want to wake from this dream, if that is in fact what it is. I don't want to lose all that I have gained. I don't want to wake up and it all have been a creation of my mind! I want it to be real! So real that I can touch it and taste it and breathe in its essence! Oh how I have wished for things such as these! Please, please let it all be real!!!

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I am quite surprised at life's little intricacies..

The universe has been screaming at me and making coincidences more prevelant in my head. Most of these have been good, some have been questionable.

I find it amusing how life is never how you intend it to be, but sometimes it is exactly what you want it to be.

I am feeling I should start a "ponderous thread"

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