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Im tired and frustrated.

no, I'm exhausted and pissed.

family drama going on - trying very hard to be civil in an environement where Laura and I have been falsely accused of many things, it angers me. Im fucking pissed really but I cant do anythng about it right now. So I take it on the chin, because to fight back at the mometn would cause multiple problems, especially for laura's mom.....

And as for her mom.....there is Death waiting on the wings. Laura's mom is in a convelescent home now, keeps falling and hurting herself, wont eat, stashes and flushes her food down the toilet, has alzheimers, forgets where she is and whats going on. we go see her everyday and try to help her connect the dots. Hard to watch someone lose it so quickly, but over the last two weeks her decline has been staggering. Because of family drama we're not allowed to have any medical information on her mom. We get it anyway....her nurse likes us, but its a difficult process. Laura is being punished by her family for marrying a guy like me. Someone who wont do what he's told. ANd someone who is not white.

Financial difficulties. Such is life, we do what we do. I've been working too many hours trying to fill the gaps. Just got a heavy raise. But I needed it 6 months ago. getting ready to take on some painting side jobs to catch up on things. I figure 3 more months and were out of the danger zone. Still hopeful there.

Im alot of different things right now.

I've got alot of different people leaning on me for help right now.

Im glad to do it, if I can.

But I need some down time soon.

sometimes i would love nothign better than to go to alaska, rent a cabin, and eat and sleep and smoke.

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I feel like poo! .. I tried to fill the empty void with Blueberry muffins and milk .. but it didnt work .. Now I just feel like stuffed poo =( ...

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i feel like this:

Imagine me and you, I do

I think about you day and night, it's only right

To think about the girl you love and hold her tight

So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime

And you say you belong to me and ease my mind

Imagine how the world could be, so very fine

So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you

For all my life

When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue

For all my life

Me and you and you and me

No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be

The only one for me is you, and you for me

So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you

For all my life

When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue

For all my life

Me and you and you and me

No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be

The only one for me is you, and you for me

So happy together

Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba

Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba

Me and you and you and me

No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be

The only one for me is you, and you for me

So happy together

So happy together

How is the weather

So happy together

We're happy together

So happy together

Happy together

So happy together

So happy together (ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba)

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Happily beating Rayne at post-whoring...  catching up to Paradox for #8.

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Yeah, yeah ... that's what happens when you can't post from work (Monday through Friday) and you spend your Saturday's either working or not home ... and Sunday's your usually not home.

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I'm feeling off... not like sick or anything just emotionally off. I feel like I'm having a social meltdown in that my friends pool keeps dwindling to about zip. I go out with my girl and sit a table somewhere and look around and everyone seems like their out with friends and I cant think of the last time I went out with a group somewhere or just another couple for that matter. Both Kat and I lately have I guess felt isolated and well absorbed by our careers and school and its not leaving much time for developing lasting friendships. It's really starting to eat at me. I keep trying to reach out to new people but nothing ever seems to click. There is I guess, a group of like minded people are around Lansing but no one ever wants to do anything IRL. I can msg people all day but damn what I'd like is to just get out, go clubbing have people over for a BBQ, whatever just something that involves other people. Uggg.. Not a good feeling.

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