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Steven

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I feel like an idiot

I feel like I am losing control of my life

I feel like I am going down the wrong paths

I know I am....I just don't care.

I feel like I am unintentionally burning all of my bridges.

I feel helpless along with it all.

I guess that would count as the losing control thing...

But I still smile on the outside!

=)

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I dont think your an idiot. not at all.

and none of us have any control. perhaps control is the enemy....

on your pathways.....stop. reconsider. turn around.

and of course you care. you dont fool me. The only people who truly don't care are the ones who contracted riormortis.

I've burned a few (hundred) bridges in my day. yes its painful. but educational. so build some new ones. And get some duck tape. I bet there are a few of the burning ones you can still save.

we are born helpless, and die helpless. Its our destiny. but everything in the middle still has hope....

and i like your smile. I remember it from taht day you helped me help someone else.

God Bless you kellygrrrrl.

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I dont think your an idiot.  not at all. 

and none of us have any control.  perhaps control is the enemy....

on your pathways.....stop.  reconsider.  turn around. 

and of course you care.  you dont fool me.  The only people who truly don't care are the ones who contracted riormortis.

I've burned a few (hundred) bridges in my day.  yes its painful.  but educational.  so build some new ones.  And get some duck tape.  I bet there are a few of the burning ones you can still save.

we are born helpless, and die helpless.  Its our destiny.  but everything in the middle still has hope....

and i like your smile.  I remember it from taht day you helped me help someone else.

God Bless you kellygrrrrl.

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Your words always melt my icy coldness away Steven.... :happy:

Alright...I'm going to elaborate here....get a lttle personal.

The control I am losing isn't so much lost. It was more so given away.

You see, I know what not to do. I've always known what not to do.

I've always done the right thing...(for the most part) :whistling

I got rebelous. Just to do it. Just because I wanted to. Well, it bit me. I knew it would. Now, I just feel like I lost control of my own limitations. I went against what I always thought was wrong or was not the best thing to do. The thing about it is it's been a few things....

And I didn't care. At the time. I wanted to and dammit, I was going to. Just because....maybe it's that I am turning 27 and feeling like I've limited myself too much to where I haven't expirieced life to it's fullest? Yes? Yes. I feel like I missed something. I always wanted to try this, and that. Along with some other realizations... But in retrospect, me dumb. :doh Just feeling the wrath of my own actions. I cannot feel sorry for myself. I just feel like an ass. :confused

I guess you could say, I'm teetering on the fence.....you know what I mean?

I just freak out. Don't mind me.

Today I feel a little better.

It's kinda gross out, but other than that.....

I feel like I want cophee!

=)

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Your words always melt my icy coldness away Steven.... :happy:

Alright...I'm going to elaborate here....get a lttle personal.

The control I am losing isn't so much lost.  It was more so given away.

You see, I know what not to do.  I've always known what not to do.

I've always done the right thing...(for the most part) :whistling

I got rebelous.  Just to do it.  Just because I wanted to.  Well, it bit me.  I knew it would.  Now, I just feel like I lost control of my own limitations.  I went against what I always thought was wrong or was not the best thing to do.  The thing about it is it's been a few things....

And I didn't care.  At the time.  I wanted to and dammit, I was going to.  Just because....maybe it's that I am turning 27 and feeling like I've limited myself too much to where I haven't expirieced life to it's fullest? Yes? Yes. I feel like I missed something.  I always wanted to try this, and that.  Along with some other realizations...  But in retrospect, me dumb.  :doh Just feeling the wrath of my own actions.  I cannot feel sorry for myself.  I just feel like an ass. :confused

I guess you could say, I'm teetering on the fence.....you know what I mean?

I just freak out.  Don't mind me.

Today I feel a little better.

It's kinda gross out, but other than that.....

I feel like I want cophee!

=)

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awwww Kelly.....your crackin me up.

everybody craves experience, everybody goes thru periods of time when they think that their racing the clock....."perhaps I've missed out on something....perhaps I'm under developed.....perhaps I dont know myself..."

been there. done some things. too many things. the truth? had I bi-passed those thigns I would not have missed out on shit, and I would have saved myself and others some harm. But we do what we do. I'm glad however, that you take responsibility for yourself - there is all the potential in the world for you because of that alone. By the way, it ALWAYS bites you, always. Chases you for years sometimes, beleive me I know.

If your spirit is speaking to you.......then your being warned....don't hurt yourself....but we have this damned free will do we not? They say in AMerica that "freedom is nto free".....well, it applies to the children of God as well.

if you need forgiveness, ask. And accept it.

all of us need it. That's what the cross is for, the supreme sacrifice covers everything.

and then do the same.

forgive yourself.

in the words of a Mr. J. Christ:" love covers a multitude of sins........."

Steven

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