What are you feeling?

[Slept with ghost]

Like it will always just be me and spooky.

[peelingchrome]

Like the clock needs to move faster tonight (for once!)

[jynxxxedangel]

Happy my friend brought me a carton of cigarettes.

[phee]

Like this will be a long week.... but things will be better

[peelingchrome]

I'm pissed that people keep backing out on plans.... twice today, two seperate events! grrrrrr......

[phee]

I'm pissed that people keep backing out on plans.... twice today, two seperate events! grrrrrr......

That sucks...

Maybe we could get a beer and a movie and.... oh wait.... sorry I can't

[TitsMcGee]

Like I can't breath and I hate being sick! Anyone wanna bring a girl some chicken soup?

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel that I worked more overtime today.

[deathfearsnone]

i feel lost holding back my tongue ergh feel like i need to party

[Enishi]

Apathy and utter hopelessness.

[peelingchrome]

Like I shouldn't have eaten that whole roll of Sprees just before bed...

[TitsMcGee]

I feel that I worked more overtime today.

I seriously would love your paycheck lol

Apathy and utter hopelessness.

if you need someone to talk to feel free to messege me dear.

Like I shouldn't have eaten that whole roll of Sprees just before bed...

No generally that is probably a very bad idea, but tastes oh so good.

As for me I feel like I should take some Benadryl and put my happy ass to bed since my head feels 12 sizes to big.

[jynxxxedangel]

Frazzled out! I need the most gigantic CHONGER ever!!

Not happy that someone else is unhappy, but this sow's ear will never be a silk purse. There are no sprites, unicorns, and rainbows in MY world-- and I dare not soil HIS with my bats, spiders, and stormy weather. My distance is for his OWN GOOD. Go find yourself a nice clean-cut girl, luv..

[TitsMcGee]

Go find yourself a nice clean-cut girl, luv..

Clean-cut girls are for squares.

[peelingchrome]

Frazzled out! I need the most gigantic CHONGER ever!!

Not happy that someone else is unhappy, but this sow's ear will never be a silk purse. There are no sprites, unicorns, and rainbows in MY world-- and I dare not soil HIS with my bats, spiders, and stormy weather. My distance is for his OWN GOOD. Go find yourself a nice clean-cut girl, luv..

Mmmm.... stormy weather... good for reading and drinking wine and cuddling!

I feel like there hasn't been a good storm in a while.

[EAF (1)]

I feel like a lot of people forgot me today...

[EAF (1)]

Now I feel like I wanna cry...

...because I feel f*@#^$g pissed off...why the hell are men attracted to whores all the time!

Why am I never good enough for anyone to give a damn about?

[peelingchrome]

I feel misunderstood

[jynxxxedangel]

Like insulting people one doesn't know can be dangerous.

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

I am waiting for the dust to settle and the smoke to clear.

Tired... so very tired of it all...

I am happy, and if that upsets other, when i haven't been happy in 6 years, then they can just walk on by, just like th rest of em. I have no time in my life for the drama and the BS.

I am feeling a bit overwelmed at the moment...

I have come to many conclusions, and I will stick with them. I am through compromising myself for the sake of others.

I feel like there is a key player in my life, and i believe that no matter what form they take, they will always be in my life.

If I weren't so tired, and in pain from all the emotional pulls today, and all the girl pains, and pain in my toe, i'd be dancing on cloud 9 right now... as happy as a maggot on rotten meat, I tell ya!

I am finally looking forward to my future, though I have no idea what it might bring. I welcome it with open arms, for I believe that I am strong enough to handle anything. (I hope)

Lastly, and this is HUGE for me, because I don't feel fear, like normal people do... BUT

I am TERRIFIED that this is all just a dream, and any minute I am going to wake up. If it is, please let me sleep forever! I don't want to wake from this dream, if that is in fact what it is. I don't want to lose all that I have gained. I don't want to wake up and it all have been a creation of my mind! I want it to be real! So real that I can touch it and taste it and breathe in its essence! Oh how I have wished for things such as these! Please, please let it all be real!!!

yeah, same as yesterday, only the feelings are amplified...

I am also hopeful that me girl issues will subside so that I am not a crabby, bleeding, bloated in-human creature of the deep, this weekend. And it has nothing to do with wanting to have sex. Not everything's about that.... jeeze people!

Less stressed about the pig benefit, though we STILL need volunteers.... anyone wanna help? PM me.

*sigh* missing my friends back in SC, and hoping that they are doing alright.

I don't think that I will ever go back, except to visit. My heart's here (and I don't just mean one person, either... i mean i have a lot of emotional investments, here in MI, and that also means DGN ), and I don't think that I can bring myself to ever go back... except maybe to visit. There's really nothing there for me to go back to... after fighting so long to go back, there's nothing left, really. Everything's here... and I am so terrified that I am going to lose it all, in on form or another....

I feel like a fly with only one wing... you ever seen that? fights desperately to fly away, but the lack of wing makes it go in circles... but it fights to get up and go, with its last dying breath. At least I am still fighting!

missing someone.

missing a peice of me....

Still waiting for the dust to settle and the smoke to clear. *sigh* and when the gun fight is over, I hope that he's the one that's standing there. (I hope that while its all trying to settle, he doesn't run and hide.)

yeah, I'm scared.... more scared than i should be. More than I ever have been... and he's just my friend...

Don't care anymore... don't want to hear your whining... I'm done. I refuse to let someone make me feel bad, because I am finally feeling good, and they aren't... bite my shiney metal ass... oh wait..

oh, and for the record? Its not lose behavior, if I'm still doing what I was doing with the person I was initially doing it with! Ha!

okay, so I am feeling moody and fiesty, and rude, crude and out of control lol.. I'm a crazy asshole and i don't care anymore! Well, I care about some things, but I am not going to let other things hold me down anymore... nope.. not going to...

and I know what you did, and I'm okay with it.. Just so you know.

anyways.. okay, I'm done for now.. I'm losing my mind because I have been up for over 12 hours, and my body is screaming at me to go to bed....

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel that its time for me to shut this puter down and finish gettin dressed for work.

[phee]

Like this is going to be a long day... but it will end eventually

[damagedangel]

that I probably should head on to work already

[know_buddy_kares]

i'm feeling the cool joy of the AC in this uso tent with awsome wireless signal for my laptop...

glad i get to stay here a bit longer than expected before my final destination...

[Rayne]

Like I put way too much paperwork and such off until the last minute. Now I'm going to be running around trying to get it done on time for awhile.