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I'm feeling geeked. I'm taking my kids to the Chicago Museum of Science and Industry Saturday.

AND I've got a reservation to tour the Nazi sub.

AND the GameOn history of video games exhibit is back again! (Lots of games set up to play for hours for 5 bucks admission)

Yes!

Yes yes yessssss!

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narked.

the band is on verge of breaking apart.

they tried sacking the founding member today, and i know he works at this band full time on the account of "its business", fact it thier "all about the music" he's "show me the money" and thier soon aproaching thier first majour gig ever (same stage and day as elton john), thier paniking.

after all this talk with thier producer/record owner about equall rights and all comunication etc. they sneaked this on him.

he'd be out of the job if i wasnt in a rare moment of attendance (been snowed under with housework and planning home improvements at my folk's house).

i saw this coming a while back. i allso feel i let the band down.

things are about to go totally fucksup, i managed to get the member a weeks probation with the rest of the band.

this is bad

real bad, i can see myself spending 100% of my free time like a blue assed fly making sure the band works hard while splitting time with my other obligations and any time i'm on call with work....

i said on weekend, my free time is no longer my own. it really isnt now.

balls

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tired, i as up too late doing homework that didn't need to be done.

now i am feeling hungry.

sick and hungry.

with a little bit of tired mixed in there.

although i could be confusing my lazy for tired. i might not be tired at all.

AND i feel like the fruit cake is insane.

:grin

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I feel sad and unsure. I feel like people that I really like simply 'tolerate' me and Im really alone. I feel like the new friend I made is just too nice to say he didn't have much fun, while I genuinely had a really good time. I feel like Im bothering him by talking to him now. I feel Im paranoid, but also that Im right. I feel sad and unsure.
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I really miss my man and I wish I could see him, and I'm not really sure when I can see him, and that makes me sad.

I feel sick to my stomach and I hope I don't throw up again.

I'm anxious about my money situation.

I'm a little sleepy.

Good thread, Candy.

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